Black and White love( Disconnected For Now)

Chapter Twenty Two

As Asli went to help Gülsüm

"Gülsüm, deep breaths? in and out okay,raise your leg a bit, okay , how much do the colic comes in how many minutes?"

"Did I have enough time to count how many minutes kizim?"Yeter said worriedly

"Okay ,Gülsüm, deep breaths okay sweetie,relax as much as you can, As you exhale, you push to the end okay?take a deep breath, push!"as Gülsüm cried and pushed

"Bring a clean towel Hülya" a shukya gave her one , and Cüneyt was watching from far
"Go please help her and protect her and the baby,take my soul and not theirs"

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As Ferhat parked up the hill and came out and sat on top of his car as he stared at the city
As he remembered what she said "I never kissed in my life but only a man, who i fell in love with.... I won't accept it...and you shouldn't accept it to....you may be tough, you may be a killer but don't be an asshole animal... Don't be!" As he looked sad

Flashback

Bolu 1995

As Ferhat sat down in a park holding a flower, as he looked at the girl that was on the swing as his father came

"Ferhat, where were you son?"said Necdit as he sat down in front of Ferhat

"What is it?why do you have a sad look on your face?"

"Baba, this girl isn't giving me a face "

"Which girl?"

"That girl"as he turned to look at the swing

"I think she doesn't love me"said Ferhat as Necdit laughed

"Didn't our ancestors say ,Farhat? that you reap what you  grow,it's not just effort and justice like this, but also love is like this, right?"said Necdit

"We trust those who give us trust, we love those who give us love, one nice word and one look could equal a life,Manliness is not known by the strength of the wrist, but by the heart, Whoever treats a woman thats with him roughly, is he called a man? No he's not but we'll call him an animal right?"said Necdit
(just like what Asli said, he's word id really true ,people in real life need a man like this)

"If you break a woman's heart , or burn her soul, or betrayal her or you wronged her, your face will never smile, That love that you try to make it bloom, dries in your hands and goes away...then you'll burn all your life in the dream of that love, and When you search for that opportunity , life will not give it to you again"said Necdit as Ferhat smiled

"Hey,come her ,come I'll show you something"said Necdit as they stood beside a rose bush

"If you don't hold who you love with care that you hold the rose with,You have deserved these thorns that hurt your hands and sheds blood"said Necdit as they smiled

End Flashback

As Ferhat remembered he kept blinking so he won't tear up,as he broke the rose in his hand.as he got back in the car and drove away

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As Asli held the baby checking him

"Oh god , if he can't get quite they'll hear him, come on baby shut up, please"said Yeter

"Don't worry no one hears another person in this house,they reached that kind of deafness"said Asli

"Anne"said Gülsüm