Niall P.O.V
I can't take this anymore, all of the bullying, it hurts more when it's a family member that is doing this to me. I can handle it if it was people that I didn't know, but sadly, I know the main bully and it is my own brother, my parents don't care about me either, so I don't know what to do anymore. School was over for everyone else but not for me, even though I get beat up during school I also get a even worse one after school. After that it would take me about a half an hour to get home. My parents don't care where I have been they are to ashamed of me. As I got home I went straight past the rest of my so called family, walked my way to my room up on the roof. Had a shower, and the only thing that I could do was go back to my old friend, that I was using before. I can't even know why I stop doing this in the first place.
I grappled my old friend that I called a 'blade' I placed if to my skin, I'm shacking I don't even know why I am shacking I have don't this before, why is it hard to do it. It feels like the first time that I going this, bit it's not the first time. 'Why is this so different from the first time that I have done this sort of thing, I just don't get it.' I have to do this I don't know what's holding my back. I will count to three. 1 2 3. On three I sliced the blade across my scares that I had on my wrists, wow. I can't remember the reason why I stopped, but I can tell you that I missed the burning feeling when the cut happened, and the blood that just drips down from the cuts that I would make.
5 minutes later
After the five minutes that has happened is I have about 6 of 6 cuts in my wrist, it is such a nice feeling to have this back, I don't want to stop again. After I put the blade back to it's original place. I went to the bathroom and cleaned of all the blood and went to the cupboard under the sink in their. I get the first Aid stuff out if it and I gripped a bandage out if it and wrapped the bandage around my wrist and I tied it at the end. After I had done that I put the First Aid stuff back. I walked back out of my bathroom and turned all of the lights add that I have in my room and went to bed. Wound wrong what would happen again tomorrow. But I was wandering would anyone safe me, love me and protect me from the people that I should call my family, but can you really call them a family if they have a son that they adore and a son they thing is a disgrace to their family.
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Ziall ( In Love With My Brother )
Teen FictionNiall is a shy nerdy kid that has to live with a bad boy of a brother not only that but his brother is a a bully and he bully's anyone who it gay. Not only that he bully's his brother for two reasons 1) his gay. 2) he is a nerd. They are more reaso...
