Temper

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I couldn't choose between the pictures ...💞💗Look at the end 😅

Fluffy chapter

All katsukis pov 🤔

Felt like the song would fit👆🏼👆🏼

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Katsuki's pov

I put one leg over the arm rest as I was cuddled up to Ei. I was smoking a cigarette and I looked up at Red.
"Your cute" he says looking back down at me stroking my hair.
"I'm fucking adorable" I smiled with a smug face. Heh heh. He chucked and I moved my head so my head was in his lap. He's the literal sun when he smiles. He stroked my lip with his thumb and looked memorised. I looked at his thumb and i bit his finger. He laughed and tried to get his thumb out my mouth. It's mine now fucker. I bit into it making sure he won't get it out. He wiggles his hand trying to pull
"Katsuki you ain't a fucking cat idiot" Dabi said finishing his beer, snarky bastard. I flipped him off and gave him a I don't give a fuck grin.
"I can be a fucking cat if I wanna be a fucking cat Bitch ass" I say half muffled. He began to give up. I smiled and let go, I saw his thumb was red and had my teeth marks in it. I smirked proudly. That's for slapping my ass.
"Kitty got a temper" the blue mop head had to say.
"Mop head got separation anxiety" I said back, sitting up slightly. I'm fucking hilarious. He looked at me sulking. I gave him a smile before smirking and raising my eyebrows. In my head I'm laughing at his stupid little face. Dabi broke out in laughter. Shigaraki looked at burnt fuck and scolded him. They were having a small argument. I smirked hoping the mop head gets hurt. Dabi picked him up and slung him round his waist. They walked off to the kitchen. Ugh I ain't watching that.

"You can all stay at the house tonight if you want" Magne said. I nodded and I looked up at Ei to see if he looked alright with the idea. I fucking hate the castle, I want to spend much time away from it as possible. He looked down at me slightly and he looked uncomfortable, I don't care if I have to go back, if my shark ain't happy that's not going to continue, my job to make sure I make him happy or whatever
"Can't. Got something planned early in the morning" I said to Magne.
"That's alright. Toga?" She asked. I whisper to dumb hair that we can go. I got up and grabbed my beanie, keys, wallet and put my shoes on. I first bumped loads of em, didn't go near crazy bitch not the other girls. I gave a man handshake to Magne and pat her back.
"Oi Dabi"
"Yea?" He broke off a kiss with mop head. I took his hand and realised how fucking tall he's got
"Looks like I'm still taller" he says in my ear as I grabbed his hand and brought him in for a man hug. I remember saying to him 'when I'm older I'll be taller then you' he is a knob
"Pft dickhead. See ya losers later" I say walking round the corner to the door.
"Bye, nice to meet you all" I heard the red head angel say. I waited for him to come round the corner and he smiled with his shark teeth. I tch and swing open the door. Why is he so perfect. I walked to the car and I let Ei get in. It was darkish outside now. I got in and shut my car door. I put the light on and I took out a cigarette. I lit it and I rolled down the window. I knew what I would say to myself. I would say that I was an idiot, I'm destroying my body but that's what I want. I want to damage myself. I'm gonna fucking kill myself one day. This is just a slower way of doing it. Brutal reality and I can see it's going to happen

"Why did you always come here as a kid?" Ei suddenly spoke up. I looked beside me and he was looking down. I took one more breath and threw my fag away. I looked at him and I rolled up my window.
"Cause I was a lonely sad kid looking for acceptance and I found trouble" I said honestly. It hurts so much to talk about it but I had to ignore this pathetic fear.
"When did you first come here? What...how did this all begin?" He said so innocently but he triggered somthing in my mind. I can trust him
"Pft...it probably started all in school. I beat a kid up when I was 10, they saw this, thought I had potential so they mentality bullied me until I had nothing but anger in my blood. They left me alone for a while and I started to get bullied so so fucking bad. I got called shit all the fucking time. I was turning 11 and I got forced to go to school, I was skipping school since I was 8. On my 11th birthday I got beat up by all the hard kids in my school throughout the day, the girls had the shot at the end of the day when I was outside waiting for the limo to take me home. It was late and these year elevens came up to me, I ignored them and they beat me up for the I don't know like seventeenth time that day. They fucked me up bad, broke my ankle and shit. These girls walked passed me and toyed with me. They... they did some fucked up things. The least thing they did was cut my hair and that sucked" I took a minute, I needed to make sure I can't cry. The things they did to me that day, I'm too much of a pussy to talk about it, I started to talk again
"Abuse was my life. It surrounded me, its the only thing I know. I'll take the physical pain, emotional pain but my mental state is completely fucked up. The bulling got bad I guess, I didn't take none of it no more. I went after every fucking piece of shit that called me shit, beat me up, cut me all of it. I beat the shit out of every single one in my school probably. I had strong emotions and I kept them locked away, if I showed any emotion except anger I would get angry at my self. That's when the voices started, well started to get bad. I ended up getting so sick of my life..." I said trying not to show any emotion and tell this red head my pathetic shitty life.
"Age 12 I started to laugh at violence, I didn't find it funny I found it normal. My brain didn't process that it was abuse and fucking severe too. I Uh I guess I started to cut cuts on my forearm, my behaviour was shit. I got addicted to cigarettes, valium and weed by 12. The palace and royal family treated me like I wasn't there which was great, best thing bout my life then probably. I hardly went to school but this guy got hired to make me go to school. The teachers thought I was smart and I know I was but I'm fucking dumb as shit too. Uh the kids started to touch me and when I've been beaten up these weird kids use to take me behind a wall and touch me and took photos and videos of me. The only person I depended on was me I had no one around me, I was left with my mind, drugs and abuse. So young. I felt like I could take my life any second and people would smile, smile at my tear stained face, smile at my broken brain, smile at my shredded arms, smile at my bleeding body and smile at my fucking agony. Because that's what people did..." I began to hear quivers in my own voice. Ejirou was just listening and that what I needed. Someone to listen to me
"I got introduced to more drugs and became hooked on alcohol. I would sit in my room, I had to smuggle alcohol into my bedroom because I needed the numbness. I needed it, pathetic excuse. I felt so disgusted in my self. When my mum actually had people over I was her prize possession. I was amazing, I was a great son. I got showed off until I was only seen as strength. I got shown to the world as plain talent. My mum did not give two flying shits about me" I laugh out "I met Dabi and all that, they beat me up, thought I was strong after I was still able to stand after I was feeling and taking that much pain, they told me that they really tried to hurt my body, they were wanting me to hurt badly and they were impressed that I still stood my ground. They took me to the outskirts, felt like I could be feral so I was. I found out that I had to get married to you. Behaviour went through the roof. Began threatening people to give me shit or I would kill them and things like that. Went too fucking far when I put someone in a wheelchair for life cause they tried to steal my money. Dick move... I started to cut deeper and deeper into my body, my dad saw me trying to kill myself for the first time. Began to hate him too. I hated everyone around me. I got raped every week. Drank myself into pits. At fucking 13 years old. I wanted to be dead. I wanted no one to see me alive. Cause I knew what they were thinking, 'why isn't he dead yet?' I laughed in their faces. I ain't gonna loose to them but I also did, I wanted everyone to hurt me so much one day I would just laugh and cut my throat happily. 'Fuck it' is always what I said. I had nothing to look forward too in my life. Yea.... I began bulling Deku and started to hate the idea of getting married to a man. I knew that I wasn't completely straight...I liked Deku a tiny bit, I didn't know what to call it. I hated him so much, yet I knew I wanted to kiss him. That's what drove me to despising him. I knew I loved him so I hurt him, that's what my mum taught me. I started to love him as we got older but more in a brother way? I didn't want nothing bad to happen to him but I wanted to cause much pain to him as possible. I hated you cause I knew that I was going to be stuck with you" I felt so heavy just by saying that, I felt like he's going to hate me
"But I'm glad I fucking hated you" he looked up at me with scared eyes.
"Because there Is a fine line between love and hate and hating you.... has made me fall in love with you even more" I said. The amount of honesty I had poured out. I look at him, I was scared to make eye contact.
"So that's my shit story of a life" i said, he wasn't saying anything.

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