Fuck right off

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Shigarakis pov

-flashback-

I walked through the halls of the school full of privileged kids. Today I felt like shit. I had Dabi picking on me throughout all my lessons, I've had nothing to eat, someone has stolen my pills and I just feel like I need to punch something or someone. The school newspaper had the photo of me and him hugging, I don't know how they got it but it's there now. I keep my head down as I walked through the crowed hallways. Father said to be back on time tonight. I'll have to walk home.

I felt hungry but I also didn't. I rolled my eyes and then I realised I looked like an idiot doing that out of nowhere. Eh no ones watching me anyway. I'm shorter then most the people in this year so when all the girls and coming down the halls in their tight uniform, I am the same height as where the tits are. They're like big bowling balls bouncing at you, eeeyuk. Disgusting and it scares me

My over sized jumper was comfortable on me and the school trousers were not that bad. I opened my locker and I felt bulk arms purposely barge into me. I sigh pathetically and I walked towards my space where no one else goes in the school. I walk round the corner behind the school buildings and- fuck.

I turn around quickly hoping they didn't see me, it's Dabi and that lot. Fuckkkkkk. I felt a big hand pull me off the ground by the back of my jumper. I start kicking at Dabi for him to let me down but he slapped me around the head hard. I whimper and he drops me. I fall onto the floor and I was on all fours. Why does he hate me? Wait, who doesn't hate me? Hah like I care. Dabi threw one of my books at me. I grab it and I was about to step on his toe but he grabbed me by the throat and he walked me to the school bench. I know no one will hear me if I scream but I don't think anyone would care either if I did.

I noticed my hand had a scratch on it and it was bleeding, I worried a bit then I begin sucking the blood and licking it lightly. I look up and all of them were staring at me. "Freak" they say. I felt smaller then I was, I felt teeth on my neck. Dabi started to bite my neck. I paid my attention back to my cut and I begin to lick the blood of it, with my knees in front of me so they couldn't see my tongue on my hand. I gotten use to Dabi doing this at this point. He would bully me all the time and when he wants to he will randomly give me affection... well not affection, more like sexual contact. He's given me a few hickys across my body and by now he's seen my naked body countless times.

He calls me fuck buddy when having a joke which gets to me. He plays with the fact I'm g-gay. I hate that word. Why can't I just be normal? Father says it's not normal. I grumble at them then looked at the small cut. I cross my legs as I sat on the bench table. I squeezed my shoulders towards each other and I had my hands in my lap and my arms were stretched out. I looked down as I knew Dabis group hated me. I didn't look up once and I just let Dabi bite and suck on my neck while holding my waist from behind me. I felt my eyes half lid, I'm too tired for this bullshit

The chatter soon picked up again and I felt even more excluded. I hate everyone, I want father. Everyone's too loud, I want father. I felt his arms wrap around me and I threw my head back so he could have more access to my neck and so he didn't have to grab my hair and yank my head back. He held my chin up and I closed my eyes. I felt so useless, this touch from him makes me feel lost. I hate it if anyone even comes near me but I know he will never properly hurt me.
"What are you thinking about creep?" He whispers as his hands wondered up my shirt. I lean my back into him and I screw my face up.

He nibbles on the back of my neck. Every time he does this he's not scared to do it in front of people and it sends tingles up my spine and it makes me feel weird when he does it. He's a useless, bitchy, dumb idiot. I felt his hand run over my visible rib cage and his other hand was on my stomach. I felt my hair cover my eyes and I forgot about my thoughts and I enjoyed this contact that I almost craved now, I'll never admit it but it's a nice feeling. I don't get touched often and I feel like i need it to survive
"Dabi Stop it! Your making people uncomfortable" one of his minions shouts
"We can see his belly button" one of the girls say and they sounded disgusted by seeing my pale skin. I murmur and at this point I don't care. They can bully me but I'm too tired to come back with anything. I had my head on his shoulder as he stood behind me as I sat upon the table. "If you don't like it, you can simply fuck right off" Dabi says in a sarcastic happy tone. I feel so tired of everything and everyone, I'm bored of life.

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