(FANfics_lydia) To get to you

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Hey I'm lydia Martin, i live with my sister Allison and my dad Chris. And now your going to get to know me.

1: I was abuse by my real parents
2: I self harm (no one really knows)
3: I have depression which only my dad knows.
4: I don't have any friends (unless you count my sister)

That's about it... not very interesting right. Anyway i need to get to sleep.

***three person point of view****

Lydia martins eyes closed when the sun hit them from her window. Her hair every where besides the poly tail she tired it in before she went to sleep.

She heard the door burst out with her sister walking in. Climbing in her bed going in the cover.

"Hi mrs, gets in bed when we should be getting ready." Lydia said to her winking her eye. Allison laughed cuddling up next to lydia.

You see Allison and Lydia have always been very close. Not in a dating way NO! Just very good sisters.

"Allison will you get up if I let you pick my outfit?" Lydia said grabbing her phone. With that Allison was out of bed going through Lydia's closet.

"Ok you will look so beautiful!" Allison yelled in happiness.

Lydia got up putting her strawberry blonde hair in to a messy bun. And putting on a nude shade of eyeshadow on her green eyes.

Lydia got done and went to her bed and saw what Allison picked out.

^lydia's outfit

"Allison Rae! There is no way in hell im wearing that! It will show to much of my breast!" Lydia yelled at her. Allison just laughed.

"Your wearing it!" Allison yelled back smiling. I give in and put it on. Allison smiled even more at the look of it.

"You will beautiful sis." Allison said grabbing her bag and leaving. Lydia did the same.

{ beacon hills high school}
They pulled into the parking lot of the school which was full of kids vaping, making out, or just being stupid.

"See you at lunch!" Allison said jumping out of the car. Lydia agreed on the way here to actually sit with her at lunch today. Normally Lydia would eat in the library but today is different She guess.

Lydia jumped out of the car walking to the door. As soon as she opened it she looked for her sister.

Lydia's fear of being around people isn't only bad but it's horrible. People just make her want to do self harm even more because she never knows if they are taking about her.

Lydia then see her allison and walks up to her. "Hey alli, do you know where my lipblam?" Lydia said walking her to her. Lydia then turned her hand to see STILES! Basically the most popular kid at this school. Lydia turned her head back to Allison who was looking through her bag for the lipblam.

"Hi are you lydia?" Stiles began to talk. I jumped infear and did the only thing I can do. I ran to my class. I'm fear of being a idiot I made it worse just great.

{lunch}

*** stiles point of view***

"Scott Lydia Martin as a body! Like you can see it. She isn't wearing baggy clothes." I said sitting down at the lunch table I always sit at.

"Ok and?" Scott said kissing Allison as she sits down. I roll my eyes knowing that they are going to make out.

"Guys my sister is sitting with us today. Is that ok?" Allison asked all of us. Scott nodded and it did the same.

10 minutes went by no Lydia, 20, 30 no Lydia lunch ended. I kind of felt up set that she didn't come but why didn't she?

Allison on the other hand was freaking out! I tried to calm her down but it wasn't working.

She made me drive her to her house.

***three person pov***

Lydia went home early because she wasn't feeling well. Or so she said really it's just she felt like a idiot for running like she did when she saw stiles. She sat there on her bed in her room.

^lydias room

She got her blade and started cutting which she did basically if anything went wrong. There was so many scars that she looked like she might be in so much pain. Which She was, really. But not physical but mentally. She heard the door open to her room. Which made her jump.

"Lydia Martin you scared me!" Allison said running over to lydia giving her a hug. Making where she couldn't breathe.

"I'm sorry it's just I got sick." Lydia said to make Allison think nothing of it. "Go back to school."

"I dont know if we can." I heard a voice say from behind Allison. I looked behind to see stiles and Scott. Lydia was stoned at the look of them.

"There's a big storm coming and when I say big I mean big!" Stiles said walking into lydias room so did Scott.

Allison turned to lydia knowing she as a big fear of storms. Lydia looked down and as that the new shirt should put on you could see her cuts. She grabs a blanket in fear of people seeing.

"I will be right back, someone stay here with Lydia." Allison said walking out of the room making Lydia have uncomfortable having someone else in her room. She saw Scott walk away and stiles walked in.

"Lydia can I ask you something?" Stiles said sitting down on her bed making her even more uncomfortable.

"Sure." She finally got out, stiles grabbed her hands. Which made her jump.

"I'm not going to hurt you, I promise." Stiles said grabbing her hands again. Pulling up the sleeves.

"You cut." Stiles said holding her hand. Lydia felt bad but she also felt like she wanted him to kiss her.

"Maybe..." Lydia said pushing her sleeves down. But not letting go of his hand and stiles didn't also.

She felt also free even just touching her. We then heard the door open.