(FANfics_lydia) To get to you

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My vision started to come back to me as so did my meriody of what happened. I felt like I was free falling. And it didn't stop. Everything was dashing to me.

"The red head she is a loner." I could see stiles saying that also seeing myself behind the lockers with tears.

I started to see myself storming out of the school I ran after me and him. I slowly ran down the school hallway which was getting longer. As I ran I could see my family, Allison and I playing tag, Scott and I running after the car which we started but didn't park it, then We dashed Through the school doors it went to my room at my house.

There laid stiles and me kissing, it turning into me. Stiles hands went around my body close to my breast. I looked like I loved it. Like it was amazing, I felt weird watching like I wasn't supposed to be there. Which I wasnt, this isn't my memory's... no it's my wants.

Wants isn't what I need, I needed to leave. Leave Lydia get out of there! LEAVE!

I opened my eyes to see a room that I haven't been in ever. I was tied down to a pole my back against it. I turned my head and saw stiles... first of all why am I tied up, and why is stiles here.

I turned again and saw it was Allison and Scott they was also tied up. The rope was starting to hurt my hands.

"Ah." I said little moving my hand causing pain real quick. Everyone turned to me, i through to myself is this a dream again?

"Lydia your awake." Allison whispered to me, everyone had a smile on there face beside stiles who probably think I'm still mad at me, which I am.

"What's going on?" I asked looking around Allison's face filled with fear as the door started to open.

"Finally she is awake! We can now began!" A brown haired man said walking to a radio.

"What begins?" I asked with a puzzled look on my face.

"Lydia don't talk to him." Stiles said from behind me, the man instead walked up to him slapping him across his face. "Stop!" I yelled as he did so. He turns to me getting on his nees infront of me.

"Lydia me and you are going to have some fun." The man said touching my hair, I tried to pull away so he would stop.

"Lydia remember your Gammy? She died, because... I killed her so here is the last words of hers." The man said pressing play on the radio.

My eyes started to fill up with tears, "Lydia baby... listen to me! There are good people in this world, and your one of them. They are saying there killing me it's because of you but-" I stopped listening as my ears started to ring, my Gammy died because of me.

"Turn it off." I said quitely, the man then with the radio still playing walked over to me.

"What did you say?" The man said laughting alittle.

"Turn it off." I said louder at him.

"What is that?!" The man yelled, with me saying anything. Stiles yelled "TURN IT OFF!" Causing the mans angry to boil.

"Alrighty then!" The man yelled cutting the rope freeing my hands but instantly grabbing them. Pulling me off of the ground.

"What are you doing with her?" Allison said as he grabbed my neck.

"Put her down!" Scott yelled at me, his nails clawing me skin.

"Lydia, is not only going to watch you die but herself also..." he said pulling me to the ground, grabbing a needle straining the needle into stiles right away, "STOPPPPP!"

I opened my eyes screaming at the top of my lungs stiles, Allison, and Scott that was asleep in the in hospital chairs in the hall. Are now awake running over to me.

"LYDIA!" Stiles yelled punching the door trying to open it. Soon it opened Allison ran over to me hugging me my tight.

"Lydia you scared us." She said point to Scott who also walked up and hug me. Stiles stayed back which was probably best.

"Why am I here?" I ask them all, I could tell that it was something about stiles he was so sad.

"When you and stiles got in a fight... you blacked out." Allison said sitting on my hospital bed.

"Really?" I said no one answered me they just asked me other questions.

"Can stiles come in?" Scott asked, I turned to him with my face red. "No... not yet, after what he said I don't know if I ever wants to face him." I said making everyone drop it. Stiles just sat there in the hospital, not doing anything. I felt bad but I knew if I give in I would be weak.

"We will let you sleep...." Allison said making me close my eyes.

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"Allison I have nothing to wear!" I yelled going through my clothes which some started to end up on the floor. Allison of course came running in to help.

"This guy won't care if you dress up ok... but I will help because what kind of sister would I be if I didn't help." She said happily... yes Allison and I are going on a double date her with Scott me with... someone Allison picked out. Yes it maybe as been a week but me and stiles still aren't friends yet, we probably won't be ever.

Allison of course picked out my clothes, it was a dark red dress very short tho. With brown high heels boots. I put it on making Allison jump in happiness. Allison grab her keys pulling me out.

"Wait I forgot my phone." I said Allison letting me go so they can go get it.

I walked to my room picking up my cover.to find my phone. There it was a go down to pick it up, my hands hitting something else.

I looked down to see it was a picture of me and stiles from third grade when I had friends, we looked so happy a smile on our faces. A tear let down her eyes.

"Maybe soon..." I said to myself picking my phone and walking down to the car.

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The car ride was different, we didn't talk, no radio, just simple nothing. Allison always talked up a storm so something is wrong.

"Allison you ok?" I said when we go to the schools drive way. Allison looked too me as I saw she was crying.

"I can't keep stuff from you, dad he as cancer." Allison said whispering. I stopped and looked at her me crying now. I hoped out of the car mad since I mean who would keep something like this.

Of course Allison ran after me, "Lydia wait!" She called Burma I was already in the building running to the bathroom.

I push the bathroom door open leading to rows of lockers. I of course ran to one to sit down for my back to me against it. The tears didn't stop, everything was hitting me at once.

"First Allison keeping this from me, my dad having cancer, and sti-" his name stopped my words. I haven't talked to him in a long time. Since the whole him telling everyone my srects. my life is falling in front of me. and its hurting me!" i yelled out into the locker room. The pain isnt funny, nor do i injoy it. It just hurts.

"he doesnt care!" i loud voice said like it was out loud.