eccedentesiast [poetry ☘]

➡when you don't belong

Have you ever experienced
being lost in the middle of everything?

Like you can't move, your whole body was numbed.

Your tears were flowing but you can't feel a thing.

And then you realized...

that you are tired of doing things that you don't want to do,

going places that you don't want to go,

being with people you don't want to hang out with,

and the worst is...being someone you don't want to be.

It's like the world is controlling you

and right at that moment...

you wished you didn't exist,

you wished that maybe you can be a lost star in the vast night sky.