eleven songs // jung jaehyun

body of gold 2

↳ body of gold 2 - oceanfromtheblue, slchld

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it had been a little under two weeks of avoiding jaehyun again and it was really hurting you.

you still had strong feelings for him. sometimes the way he would look at you would make you desperately want to give into the temptation to run up to him and hug him just like the first time. however, you made yourself look away and move your feet in the direction opposite from him. you made your brain overpower your heart. you couldn't take being bullied for the rest of senior year. you were sensitive and your self confidence was easily broken.

doyoung had been quickly informed about your crush after the sleepover, and had been a little frustrated that you'd decided to ignore your feelings just when he found out. however, he and yujin had been understanding of your bad mood. to make matters worse, you got your period on the tuesday after the game.

now, it was the night of the school dance. it started in an hour and you were sitting on the couch eating potato chips in a hoodie and sweatpants. after unsuccessfully trying to make you feel better, yujin had left for her house. mark was picking her up there, and she was worried about him getting there before she did.

"y/n, you need to get your ass off the couch and get ready," doyoung said, pulling the chips out of your arms.

you groaned.

"i did not plan and decorate this dance for you not to go." he tried pulling your arm to drag you off the couch.

"doyoung i don't want to go," you said, trying to pull your arm away from him.

"okay, listen." doyoung sat on the couch behind you. "you don't need jaehyun to be a bad bitch, okay? you can be a bad bitch all by yourself. do you hear me?"

you nodded a little.

"repeat after me, y/n." you sat up to repeat after him. "i, y/n, am a bad bitch."

you gave him a confused look.

"say it!" he said, hitting your thigh.

"fine. i, y/n, am a bad bitch."

"no! say it like you mean it. i, y/n, am a bad bitch!"

you laughed. "i, y/n, am a bad bitch!"

"yes!" doyoung said.

after repeating the phrase a few more times like you meant it, you made your way to your room and got your dress out of your closet, putting it on. you were reminded of the perfect way it fit you, making you look good in all the right places.

your mind wandered to jaehyun once again, and just like in the store when you bought the dress, you wondered if he would like your body. it didn't matter, though. you had to avoid him.

you did your hair the way you liked it and stared at the mirror again. your makeup wasn't done yet, but you had to admit, you looked good. you would just go to the dance, mind your own business, have a good time with your friends, and go home. the idea of that sounded pretty good to you, so you made your way to your bathroom and applied a full face of makeup in about 20 minutes. you were amazed at how fast you did it, especially since you weren't that good at makeup. you had chosen a golden eyeshadow look to match your dress, and simply used lipgloss on your lips. after you'd finished, you put on your shoes and went to the living room to find doyoung waiting on the couch on his phone.

"wow," he said, looking up at you. "you look amazing, y/n. truly a bad bitch."

"periodt," you said, laughing softly. "should we go?"