eleven songs // jung jaehyun

comfortable [pt. 2]

↳ comfortable - h.e.r.

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the performance part of the school festival had ended.

you, yujin, doyoung, and mark were walking around campus together, checking out different events held by the various school clubs. yujin and mark were awkwardly holding hands, but you and doyoung were very excited about it. something you'd noticed about mark was that he was a little awkward when it came to showing yujin affection, but it was charming in it's own way.

"so," doyoung said to you, starting a conversation since yujin and mark were in their own little world. "have you and jaehyun talked since this morning?"

you sighed. "no, but i'm trying not to worry about it too much. yujin told me i was overthinking and i think she's right."

"that's good. i agree with her." doyoung nodded to himself.

"i love him." you blurted. your eyes widened. you hadn't told anybody that yet, but doyoung just seemed like the right person to tell.

"you what?" doyoung looked at you in shock. "damn. for real?"

"yeah."

"how do you know?"

"i just know. i just feel it."

doyoung hummed. "that's kinda crazy." he seemed to be a little bit speechless. so were you, to be honest.

"hey, um. y/n?"

you turned to see the very boy you'd been talking about. you immediately panicked, wondering if he'd heard any of the conversation you'd just had with doyoung.

"oh, jaehyun! hey." you stammered. your heart was beating a little too fast.

"y/n, can i talk to you?" his hand came up to rub the back of his neck. you recognized the way he was acting. he was nervous, and that was making you even more nervous than you already were.

"oh, um. yeah, sure. let's- uhh, yeah." it was like you'd suddenly lost the ability to form coherent sentences.

jaehyun lightly grabbed your hand and pulled you away from doyoung, who was giving you very suggestive winks in the middle of your panic attack. he brought you inside the school. not many people were in here, since all the school festival activities were taking place outside, so it was a better place to talk. he pulled you by your arm into a quiet hallway. there was no one around.

"did you hear anything?" you asked immediately, very worried.

"hear what?" he asked, confused.

you sighed in relief. you wondered what would have happened if he had heard.

"you... look amazing." he said after releasing your hand. you then grabbed the sides of your dress out of nerves, pulling the fabric away from you just a little.

"thanks, um. so do you! you look, like... really good? like how do you even do that? you're literally so good looking-" you cut yourself off, realizing you were rambling. your cheeks turned hot with embarrassment and you looked out the ground.

jaehyun chuckled. "i'm proud of you, you know?"

"why?"

"you sang. you went up there and you didn't even look nervous. you just sang and it was so beautiful."

"you always compliment me," you said shyly, giggling.

"because you're beautiful." he said it so matter of factly that your stomach churned uncontrollably. "but seriously. you didn't look nervous at all."

"well, i was actually really nervous before i went on stage. but since you ditched me, doyoung helped me." you pointed at him accusingly, trying to give him some attitude, but talking about doyoung's little talk before your performance made you remember the girl. "jae?"

"hm?"

"who was that girl you were talking to this morning?"

"who?" he thought for a second. "oh! my cousin? she's on dance team so i was wishing her good luck."

your mouth made an 'oh' shape. you felt stupid. "your cousin?"

"were you jealous?" the corners of his mouth turned up in a teasing smile before he turned back to serious. "don't ever worry. you're the only one, y/n."

your eyes widened and you looked away from him, biting your lip to keep from smiling. you felt in your gut that now was the time. you had to tell him. you didn't want to tell him you loved him yet... it was too early. you didn't know if he felt the same way, and you didn't want to scare him off. you took a deep breath before speaking.

"i really like you, jung jaehyun." it was an understatement, but you didn't know what else to say. you looked at him straight in the eyes to let him know you meant it, and you hoped your eyes would do the rest of the talking.

he looked stunned, as if your crush on him wasn't already obvious. his ears were tinted pink, and his lips were slightly parted. you heard him take a breath.

"holy shit." he breathed out, and slowly moved closer to you.

it was just like the first time, except this time he didn't ask. his left hand held your waist, pulling you closer to his body as his right hand found your ass. he slowly brought his face closer to yours. you looked at each other's eyes, noses touching.

"i really like you too," he whispered, just for you to hear. 

the butterflies in your stomach took off as he finally pressed his lips against yours. his lips moved slowly, making sure you felt all the love he had for you. 

"do you want to know why?" he asked, but you knew it was a rhetorical question. he pushed you backwards until your back was up against the wall. he'd broken the kiss to talk, but your noses were still touching, and his breath caressed your face as he breathed heavily. "you're kind," he kissed your lips. "you're funny." another kiss. "you have the most beautiful voice i've ever heard." again. "actually, all of you is so beautiful. your heart, your face, your body." it was quiet for a second. all you could hear was jaehyun's heavy breathing. you were a mess of emotions, and you were almost... turned on? "your body," jaehyun repeated, and you almost lost it. "i want to help you see that you're beautiful." he paused again. "let me love you so i can help you love yourself."

jaehyun pulled away, standing up straight and leaving you looking ridiculous up against the wall. you'd never felt love for him like this before. he seemed to be in some kind of trance that consisted entirely of you. he was so hot like this, telling you everything he found attractive about you.

"do you want to be my girlfriend, y/n?" he was back to innocent, nervous jaehyun.

you smiled at him before getting on your tip toes to place a final, sweet kiss on his lips. "does that answer your question?"

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