eleven songs // jung jaehyun

every kind of way

↳ every kind of way - h.e.r.

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"i love it here," you said as you stepped through the door of jaehyun's house, taking off your shoes.

"it's only your second time here," jaehyun said, putting down his backpack and taking yours off your back.

"i know, but i have good memories here." he snorted at your bold words and you laughed.

"are you hungry?" jaehyun asked.

"oh my god, yes."

jaehyun led you to his kitchen. it was colored with whites and grays, and you found it very aesthetically pleasing.

"do you have any cake?" you asked, your eyes lighting up in excitement. you really wanted to eat it with your boyfriend.

jaehyun nodded, much to your content, but paused. "shouldn't we change? like, i know it's friday, but we shouldn't stain our uniforms."

you looked down at the uniform you'd worn to school all day. he was right.

"come on." jaehyun took your hand and led you upstairs to his room. a small smile formed on your face as he pulled you up the stairs. you wanted to see his room again. he opened the door to his room and sat you down on the bed. you crossed your legs and ran your fingers along the blanket below you.

jaehyun opened his closet to reveal his every day, casual clothing. you were surprised at the amount of black t-shirts he had. they all seemed to look the exact same, so you wondered why he had so many.

"here," he said, pulling out one black shirt and one white one. he gave you the black shirt and and placed the white one on the bed for himself. "um, i don't think i have any pants that'll fit you, but my mom might have something. hold on a second."

he ran out of his room, leaving you there by yourself. your eyes were drawn to his bookshelf, remembering what had happened there. you felt a little pulse in between your legs at the memory of his touch. your eyes widened and you gulped, rubbing the inside of your thighs together and hitting your cheek lightly.

ever since the night of the school dance, you kind of knew that you wanted to have sex with jaehyun, but after the way he'd acted when he confessed to you, you knew for sure. you'd never done anything remotely sexual with anyone before jaehyun touched you in his room, but he'd left you craving for more. you wanted to discover that new side of yourself with him, but the thought of exposing your body like that made you anxious. the thought of him being able to see every flaw and imperfection worried you. 

you also wondered how much experience jaehyun had. you honestly had no idea if he'd ever had sex, but you imagined he'd be good at it.

"i found these shorts in my mom's closet," jaehyun interrupted your thoughts, entering the room with a cute pair of gray shorts that seemed like they could belong to a set. they looked like they could be your size. "i don't think i've ever seen her wear these. i didn't even know she had them."

he handed them to you and pointed to his bathroom. "you can change in there if you want. i'll just quickly change here and then i'll be downstairs when you're done."

"okay," you nodded, and entered the bathroom, closing the door behind you. you looked at your face in the mirror. "snap out of it, y/n," you whispered to yourself as you lightly hit your cheek again. "stop thinking."