Why was this happening to me? The question kept rushing through my head. What could I of possibly done to Hope this time, I honestly don't know and it's killing me. I wanted to know what her problem was why was she being so bloody bitchy to me...oh wait I deserve it, how could I do that and then just leave suddenly without any goodbye to her what so ever. I was 4 at the time and didn't really know what was happening, I didn't want to hurt her even more than I already had...
The next few days pasted by with a flash, and as everyday counted done I was feeling more emotionally damaged, like something was physically and emotionally wrong with me. Was it depression? Anxiety? I didn't know. As everyday pasted I began to feel weaker, with less energy to play sports.
What was happening to me!? Was this permanent? I didn't know what to believe anymore.As I walked through the corridors of my elementary school the first thing I notice was hope standing in the middle of the hallway, staring at me like she wants to kill me. The question started rushing through my head again "what the hells her problem, forgive and move on" but that's when I thought what I did wasn't so easy to forget and move on from, it was a huge deal and I'd never get over it. I must of hurt her a lot, what If she tries to get me back? That's frightening to think.
She approaches me quickly and swiftly walking straight ahead till she's about a metre away from me.
"You're a sick bitch that has no life and needs serious help"
Everyone starts to crowd around hope and I, yelling;
"Fight, fight, fight, fight"
"What did you say to me?" I say calmly,
"I said you're a sick bitch that has no life and needs serious help!!"
As she finished saying that one but hurtful sentence she swung a punch, I dodged just. The next hit I wasn't so lucky she got me right in the nose and then twice in the stomach, I collapsed to the floor barely being able to move.
"Come on get up and fight back you pussy!" Hope yells at me,
"I I I can't.." I mumble,
I still hadn't fully recovered from my chemo and I wasn't allowed to get in any physical distress, but hope didn't know that. She doesn't know about my cancer and I don't plan to let her know, just gives her even more reason to pick on me..well after all I do deserve it.
I just lay there thinking about my terrible life, about the day I found out I had cancer. I get snapped out of that thought as I get kicked in the stomach by hope.
I curl into a ball and said:
"Just leave me alone"
"Fine but I'll be watching you Amanda so you better watch out!" She says walking off quickly.
I try and get up but struggle, I was getting help from my friends. I notice my nose bleeding heavily and my bones were aching. We go straight to the first aid ward and call a teacher over to help. As she walks over to the first aid room she drops her coffee and rushes over to me,
"We have to get you to the hospital straight away!"
Oh no what has she done to me...
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Hey .-.
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But now I'll be updating more often, I'm thinking of making the story 15-18 chapters so hope you guys follow along. Enjoy :)
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The unexpected ending
Roman pour AdolescentsWhen one girl comes back from her cancer recovery her life gets changed forever. But Amanda has an old enemy from her past.