Chapter 2

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It was whole lot of a big day. I reached home. I was so tired that I couldn't even think of going to bed and I slept on the couch. I was about to sleep and my inner me came from my room

The one who woke me up today was no one else but the inner me. People usually talk to themselves in the mirror, and I'm the one who imagine the other myself living with me. And he's my beloved advisor to whom I never listen because I'm still not sure whether he's the good me or the bad me. Anyways.

"Sleeping?"

I sighed in regret of his presence, "no was just waiting for you."

Inner me, "shut up"

I really hate him. He's very arrogant.

He said, "so Europe tour huh! Nice!"

I said, "yeah thanks"

"come sit"

He shooked, "what about Rita?"

I yawned, "what about her?"

"she's in love with you Roney, and she's planning marriage and stuff. Did you tell her about your Europe tour?"

I was really very sleepy

I ignored him and said, "I'll tell her tomorrow."

I was about to lie on the couch and he came and sat on it.

I said irritated, "what!?"

He said, "you are going away for a week and you're just gonna abjure her like this?"

I was perplexed, "I ain't no abjuring her. I just don't love her. And I'll tell her everything tomorrow."

"Now can I sleep?"

He nodded half convinced and left.

I sighed in relief, and went to sleep.

But I wasn't sure how would I tell her what I feel. I didn't even express my love for her till now. And she never needed it.

Next morning.

One good thing about Rita is, she's a work addict, so even if we don't meet for days it doesn't matter for her.

Rita is someone who is more of a family girl, pretty, gorgeous, genuine, compassionate with whatever she does, best lover I ever had till now.

Her face has her own elegance, her eyes are dark as castle moat by midnight. Her perfect rosy lips. Her smile is proof curves are beautiful. She's a girl who can make a guy wanna speak spanish.

Overall she's the one worth leaving everything for.

And me, sometimes I don't brush continue for two days.

And now it's just you and me who know this. Don't dare tell anything about it.

So I don't deserve her in any way.

I've bigger dreams than this. I wanna be something more than I'm everyday. I may never come back here after the tour. So I gotta let her go. And I've no perception to how's she gonna react

But I'm gonna meet her today and tell her everything this first morning.

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