"Quirkless" - Bakugo x OC - A My Hero Academia Fanfiction

Chapter 8 - I Don't Know Anymore

SUKI'S POV - HER DORM

I had woken up a little bit ago but I didn't get out of bed. Everyone was still in school so no one would be coming by any time soon.

I lied in my bed, on my stomach and stared at the wall. Maybe Katsuki was right, maybe I wasn't just tired. Afterall, my mom just died and I didn't know how I feel about Kacchan. Everything was just so confusing! My emotions, my thoughts, my energy levels, everything.

I think I like Katsuki...I think, but I don't know if I want to be with him. He made me so happy, yet...at the same time it stressed me out. We were best friends...and then we weren't and now all of a sudden we're basically a couple. It was all so fast and I don't know how to process it. I like Katsuki but I don't want to but I do. Ugh! I hate this. I hate emotions.

I felt warm tears escape my eyes and fall down my cheeks. I wanted Katsuki here...but maybe I needed time away from him. Maybe spending so much time with him was messing with my head, making it more difficult for me to process my emotions.

I heard a knock on the door. I looked at the clock on my wall; thirty minutes had passed. Had I really been crying for that long? "Coming!" I yelled. I got out of bed and walked over to the door.

I opened it and Katsuki stood in front of me, "Oh...hey Kat-"

"Are you feeling better?"

I stared at him and smiled, "You worry too much Kacchan!"

I expected him to take a sigh of relief and ruffle my hair but instead he stared at me concerned and then hugged me tight. It felt like he didn't want to let me go, like he was scared of it.

"Katsuki?" Forget me, was he okay? He didn't respond, "Katsuk!!" I pushed him off of me and grabbed his hands, "Are you okay?"

"Yea...I'm fine...I'm just worried about you..." he squeezed my hands, "I don't want you to pretend that you're okay. What's wrong?"

I stared at him and pulled him inside of my dorm. I guess it was better to talk to someone about it rather than crying about everything alone.

"Can you tell me what's wrong now?"

I stared at him, trying not to cry, "I want my family back..." tears started to fall down my cheeks, "I want my mom and my dad back...I want someone to be there for me and take care of me..."

Katsuki grabbed one of my hands, "I'll always be right here if you need anything. If you're sick I'll take care of you, if you need someone to talk to, I'll be more than happy to sit here and listen to you. Try not to cry...please."

I pulled my hand away from him and wiped my tears away and smiled, "Thanks Katsuki." I hugged him. He kissed the side of my head. Maybe I was ready for a relationship with Kacchan...maybe...our friendship was finally strong enough again...

Someone knocked on my dorm door. I released Katsuki from my arms and walked over to the door to open it. I opened the door and saw Izuku.

"Hey Izuku." I smiled slightly.

"Hey Suki, are you feeling any better than earlier?"

"Umm...yea...I am" I smiled a bit more thinking about how Katsuki helped with that.

"Well that's great!" Izuku smiled too, "Is now a bad time to go over the things you missed in class?"

I looked behind me to my bed where Katsuki was, "Um...Kacchan is here right now...if that's not a problem, I don't mind."

"I don't think it's that big of a problem. Maybe he can help!"

"Great!" I let Izuku inside and we both sat on my bed. Izuku sat on the foot of my bed while Katsuki and I sat at the head.