Chapter 1

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The sound of laughter surrounds me as I sit in the lounge room with my other members. It has been a month since I decided that I was going to distance myself from Jungkook and he has definitely been acting strange.

The other members too.

I've started hanging out with Tae and the Hyung's more but they all seem to be on edge around me, and not how they used to act.

Hobi Hyung starts making weird sounds out of nowhere which causes all of us to laugh. I look over at Jungkook for a split second only to find him staring at the floor, he seems to feel someone looking at him and looks in my direction, so I quickly throw my head back and pretend to laugh some more.

In the corner of my eyes I see him sigh and continue to look back at the ground.

I wonder why he seems so down? I thought that by finally giving him space he would be happier than ever.

I shrug it off and stand with the intent of getting some water from the kitchen.

While at the fridge I grab a chocolate bar as well as a water bottle, and walk back to the lounge room.

"Hyung's? Tae? I'm going to my room for a bit, I'm a bit sleepy. Come wake me up for dinner?" I address to everyone but Jungkook.

Everyone looks up to me with a grim face, then they look at Jungkook, who has lowered his head even further, then back to me.

"Okay Jiminie, I'll come to call you for dinner." Taehyung answers. "I'll stay out of the room for a while so you can get some sleep, Jimin-ah." Hobi-Hyung quickly follows.

"Thanks guys, see you later." After that I don't wait for a reply and walk straight towards my room.

I open the door, and walk over to my bedside table, placing the water and chocolate bar down, before flopping on the bed.

"Ahh what is going on with everyone?" I think out loud.

I roll over and grab some generic painkillers and take some with my water and climb under the covers on my bed, deciding to leave the snack for later.

Just thinking about eating makes me feel sick.

I just don't know what to do anymore?

I stopped courting Jungkook for my health and everyone else's since it was obviously causing problems, but why does it feel like I've just caused a bigger mess.

Even though I have been purposely ignoring Jungkook, not once has he tried to come up to me to initiate a conversation.

I groan and roll over, slowly falling into a deep sleep.

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Jungkook's P.O.V

After Jimin left the room, the Hyung's have all gone quiet around me.

I continue to keep my head looking at the ground, and I slowly feel tears coming to my eyes.

I try and blink them back not wanting to cry in front of everyone, however that becomes near impossible once Jin-Hyung speaks up.

"What's going on with Jimin? Does it feel like he's ignoring Jungkook to you?" Once Jin-Hyung's voice stops, my tears break free.

Out of nowhere I start sobbing.

My body is shaking when everyone runs to hold me.

"He is!" I shout, "He hasn't talked to me for a month!" I wail. "What did I do wrong? Did I say something? Hyung tell me! Jimin-Hyung always follows me and asks if I'm okay, and lets me sleep in his bed when I have nightmares, and I'm so used to it. I don't understand!" I continue to sob and yell out.

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