AMERICA (MONEY HEIST/LA CASA DE PAPEL)

Life Without Him

A/N/: Finally season 4 comes out tomorrow!! I finally have a Netflix account I found where I'll be able to see the show entirely in one day that's what I gope i'll be doing which means I have to brainstorm a lot. Anyways please enjoy the chapter and dont forget to vote for more...Hopefully no one will die on this new season. Also every time I place a song here below👇 please give it a shot. Wether its in english or spanish. I just believe it would be nice since most of these represent what my oc thinks of feels, etc.

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I wake up in a cold sweat and begin gasping for air, my chest falling up and down repeatedly as I run my fingers through my wet strands of hair that stick onto my forehead. "Not this again." It's been a year since Andrés died and all I have are nightmares. Me replaying the last memory of us both.

Sergio has been keeping it all to himself, that or he forgot about it. They are half brothers after all but still isn't he feeling the same pain as I am?

Sometimes I wonder if that man has feelings at all. He's shared a few words for me from time to time since I've been almost locked up in my room here in the Philippines where Sergio planned to live, seeing my condition and probably feeling pity for me, he decided for me to come with him.

I slowly started to change my clothes after having a cold shower and placed on a pony tail with many strands falling down my face since my hair was still kinda short. My pink dyed hair had faded to its original brown with only a few pink here and there.

I placed on my golden necklace I've been keeping for many years. It has the shape of a small heart locket and I decided to place on a small ring which has a lot of meaning to me.

My brother told me to meet him near our place for breakfast so I did. I arrived at the small diner/bar area and gave my brother a small smile when I reached him and sat down beside him. "Good to see you decided to leave your room. You need the sun you're too pale." He jokingly said and placed the breakfast he decided to buy for me.

"Eat up. You need to grow." I scoffed at his words.

"You do know I just turned 27 right?"

"Oh, I now. But sometimes I mistake you for a kid since you're short." That earned him a snack on the back of his head from me.

"That's not funny." We both shared a laugh and enjoyed the breezy morning. I'll admit I don't enjoy tropical places like this. I guess I enjoy the luxurious places since that's what Andrés enjoyed, but I know I need to stay with my brother. I need the company especially when I'm in the head space I am right now.

"Sergio, do you think the others are enjoying their trip?" I couldn't help but think of the team. I know I won't see them again and I ended up enjoying each of their company...well almost all of them.

"So what do you think?" I stopped when I glance to see my brother smiling and looking forward. I followed his gaze and there she was..inspector Raquel Murillo.

"Sergio." I tugged on his shirt but he paid no mind to me and stood up and reached her. Both of them smiling and sharing a kiss. That made me feel bad. I stared at them suddenly loosing my appetite and had the need to scream and run away.

Both of them shared a seat and began talking until they both looked at my way and Sergio held Raquel's hand leading her towards me. I clenched my fists and turned my back to them and ran away.

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I had been avoiding Sergio and Raquel all day. All these emotions were getting the best of me again, I've been through so much in my short life and suddenly my brother decides to bring the woman who killed my brother? Sergio do you even know what you're doing.