Way too gay bnha oneshots

I just want a break!(republished)

Includes:
Tododeku
Angst
Modern college
Short
Unedited
That's about it, it's just really depressing

-Todoroki pov-

I burst through the doors to the roof, pissed, with Midoriya right behind me.

"Shoto stop!"

I stop and turn around to look at him.

"Babe what's going on? Why are you so mad?"

Earlier Izuku walked into my dorm and asked why I never help him with his homework. So I stormed out of there pissed. He followed, clearly wanting to know why I got out of the dorm so fast.

"Because Izuku! You asked why I never help you with your homework."

"Why does that matter Shoto? Why did you get so mad about it?"

He takes a step closer and I take a step back. He looks hurt but I don't care.

"I always help you! Every single fucking day! I help you every day with your homework along with many others in the class. When I go home on the weekends I'm expected to clean the whole fucking house to my fathers standards. Cook dinner. Do the fucking laundry for that slob. I get fucking abused at my house Midoriya. Do my own homework. Come back here. Be there for every one of my friends because they all come to me with their problems and I'm expected to fix them. I have to deal with homophobia like many others. I'm expected to keep my grades up, take on my fathers company, and I'm expected to act right. I never get to let loose and have fun. I have feelings but nobody seems to fucking care! I'm supposed to be there to help everybody. I can't ever take a day for myself because then I'd get seen as an asshole and uncaring. I'm so stressed and nobody ever sees it Midoriya. Nobody ever cares to wonder if I'm ok. Nobody ever cares about my health. As long as everybody else is happy it doesn't matter what happens to me. My mom once said, it's better to be hurting than the one hurting others. She was right. I just need a fucking break!"

He stands there, silent and frozen from shock. I didn't realize I was crying until my vision got blurry.

"Shoto I-"

"Don't."

I walk past him and to the door. I look back.

"Don't mention anything I said to you to anybody else please."

I walk out and go back to my dorm to continue doing my homework. He doesn't come back for his stuff so after I'm done with my homework, I decide to clean up his things and put them by the door. I hear a knock at the door and open it. I look at those green eyes that stole me heart. Only now his eyes are red and puffy, like he'd been crying.

"Yes Midoriya?"

He doesn't say anything. He just throws his arms around me and cries into my shoulder. I put one arm around his waist while slowly walking backwards, and use my other arm to close the door. I lead us to my bed and sit down, putting him in my lap. We sit like that for a few minutes then he pulls away and looks at me. I place my hand on his cheek and use my thumb to wipe away his tears.

"I'm so sorry."

He starts mumbling apologies over and over so I just pull him back into my embrace and rock him back and forth. He pulls away and looks at me very seriously.

"Everything you vented earlier, it's been hurting you for a while hasn't it?"

"Of course it has."

"Then, does it ever stop hurting?"

I think for a moment.

"No. I just make more room for everything else to pile on top of it."

He looks at me with a sad and scared look.

"I just need a break every once in a while."

He nods sadly and I pull him down with me on the bed. We get into a laying position, him on my chest and my arms around his torso. I play with his hair and eventually we fall asleep. I feel bad for yelling at him especially when all he wanted was help with his homework. Now that I think about it, I was really overreacting. Oops.