~*It's Not Like That, Okay?!*~ (Mondo Owada X Kiyotaka Ishimaru)

Chapter 7: tears, tears, will there be forgiveness?

(A/N: let's just pretend that Junko took over Hopespeak now and that
Mondo stared at the object lying in his hands. his mind was full of rage, hatred, and the all too familiar feeling of despair. he sighed as he stared at the large, sharp kitchen knife lying peacefully in his hands.
he looked up from his hand to the door of his dorm room. Kyoko was due to visit him any minute, Even though she probably wasn't going to show up, he had still prepared the murder method. since he was on trash duty this week, he was going to:
wait for Kyoko to show up, waiting on his bed. he would carry out the actions of talking to her, stabbing her through the throat, and walking to the incinerator with the knife in his jacket. He would use the incinerator to burn the knife and he would replace Kyoko into her room, setting up the murder so it looked like she hung herself, hiding the small wound. he would also put her blood on her fingers so it looked like she had change her mind before she died and had tried to stop the rope from strangling her.
he stopped for a second. 'wait.. what am I doing!? if I get caught id die, and if I don't everyone else will die!!' he threw the knife at the wall, making it land firmly inside of the wall. he threw it into the wall between his and Ishimaru's room, but he didn't care. he got up and walked to the door, and saw Kyoko heading down the hall towards his room.
"hey, Mondo." she arrived in front of Mondo, and looked up at him.
"hey, Kyoko... I need to ask ya a question.." Mondo scratched the back of his head.
"what's up?" Kyoko crossed her arms, sighing. "it better be quick, I kind of have to be somewhere with Makoto soon..."
"ok, well... who do you like?" Mondo's face started burning up, in a mixture of anger, embarrassment. Kyoko's eyes widened at this statement.
"um.. well, I kinda like 2 people; Makoto and a tiny bit of Kiyotaka.." as soon as she finished her sentence, Mondo pulled her by her long silvery purple hair into the dorm. she was shrieking, but he closed to the door so the sound wouldn't escape the room.
"you listen, and listen good. Kiyotaka doesn't like you and he never will. he will NEVER love a slut like you, let alone INTERACT with you. if I ever see you around him again.." he turned her head towards the knife in the wall, and used his thumb to draw a line across her neck. "do you understand." Mondo gripped her hair harder, and made Kyoko look up at him. she nodded slowly, her eyes filling with tears as Mondo let go of her hair. she ran out of the room, sobbing softly to herself, and entered her room.
Mondo sighed and sat on the bed, his head resting in his hands. he was ashamed of himself that he had threatened Kyoko. it was like he was on a live performance a puppet, a puppeteer that wanted a bloody freakshow to occur. he couldn't control himself when someone else was around Kiyotaka, and he had no idea where to turn to

before he knew it, he was getting up from the bed and was walking towards Kiyotaka's room. he knocked hesitantly, waiting for Kiyotaka to answer. soon enough, the door opened, and Kiyotaka stood in the doorframe. 
"Hello, Mondo! What brings you here-" Kiyotaka was cut off by Mondo wrapping his arms around Kiyotaka's shoulders. "a-ah! M-Mondo!?" Kiyotaka blushed a bright red "w-what are you d-doing!?"
"i-i.. I'm sorry.. i-i did something I shouldn't have done..." he felt tears in his eyes
"w-what's that?"
"i-i.. I threatened Kyoko into not associating with you.." he starting sobbing. "i-i didn't know what to do..!" 
"m-mondo.. why?"
"i-i... I don't know, I couldn't control it....."
Kiyotaka hugged Mondo back tightly as he sighed. 
Mondo shook his head. "I'm so sorry I ruined everything like I always do!!" he continued to cry his eyes out
Kiyotaka didn't know what to do besides hug him back.
Mondo was surprised that Kiyotaka hugged him back, but didn't stop hugging him. he just continued to sob next to Kiyotaka's ear.
After a few minutes of intense crying, Mondo pulled away. "sorry, dude.." was all he said before going back to his room.
Kiyotaka stood there for a moment before going back into his room and getting a new uniform since his had been soaked with tears.

AAHHHH sorry I haven't updated in so long! writer's block is bad.. anyway, I hope you enjoy this..weird.. chapter!