A Random Bout of Thoughts

Hurt

Hurt

If you feel unappreciated
Close your eyes
Hold your heart
If you think you're lonely
Do not be sad
For I am here
Even if your life is over
I'll be here

Wake up
Life is not perfect
Don't always be sad
I was always scared
But
Old mistakes will fly away like butterflies
I get sick when people hate
The pain I felt is in the heart
So it hurts me to be alone
The pain won't stop
Know that
I had to face it even though I was tired
I had to fall when I can't hold myself up
I have to lose, even when many are searching
But I'm still here

I forgot
So please bear in mind
When out of control
Help me remember
Help me, my friend
I'm just a human
I made mistakes
I'm just a normal human being
Trust me
I will give you my hand
If you ever need it
So please don't back away

If you ever feel unappreciated
Close your eyes, hold your heart
If you think you're lonely
Do not be sad
For I am here
Even if your life is over
I'll be here

Wake up
Life is not perfect
Don't always be sad
I was always scared
But
Old mistakes will fly away like butterflies
I get sick when people hate
The pain I felt is in the heart
So it hurts me to be alone
The pain won't stop
Know that
I had to face it even though I was tired
I had to fall when I can't hold myself up
I have to lose, even when many are searching
But I'm still here

You know who I am
I wasn't the 'me' I was before
I was crazy
I don't know
What happened
I feel like a dream
The drift in reality
The effect of today
This illness have no cure
A pain that don't leave scars
My head hurts
All the nonsense
Out of control actions
Anger keeps creeping up
Forget all the words
The feeling of life
Broken

I understand
How you felt
Don't be disappointed
For I am here
Always

Idk what this is