Fairy tail phobias

A break, Therapy, and quarantine

'Back here huh? Didn't think I'd be doing this again but here we are'

M.C, now closer to 18 and mentally confused sits in their bedroom. The same thing they have been doing for the past month. Questioning their future, why the world is the way it is.

M.C hasn't been here in a while. Not too bad atleast, not as bad as before. They used to push the feelings down while also feeling them more intensely. It's hard to explain but.... Yeah.

Therapy, or counseling as it was actually closer to that was good for M.C. They were able to understand themself better and realize that what they are feeling shouldn't end their world.

The only problem is those feelings didn't fully go away.

Therapy helped, it really did. But M.C being locked in the house again brings back memories of the most recent summer where they were convinced they would end themself eventually.

Being alone not by choice, being forced to stay home is a bit triggering. And, everytime M.C thinks they get over the bad feelings they come back. And, M.C can't make it stop.

But it's not all bad, M.C no longer has the thoughts of harm. M.C even has a wonderful boyfriend.

They just hope they don't screw everything up now that they are trappes at home.