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• April 2nd •

It's almost been a week since the members split. Nothing has really changed. The guys were still quiet with each other. The guys back at nct house still never really got to see or speak to Yuta. Y/n got so worried that she'd send him a text almost every hour, everyday waiting for a response but he never did. Even though the members fought, they still hoped for Yuta to come back. Y/n would tend to always talk to each and every member, trying to find a way back together, some were on board but some weren't fazed by the idea. She wasn't really getting far but definitely made more progress than last time.

« 1:24 am »

Like the usual Yuta went out again and drank, he thought that drinking would solve everything but it really didn't. He just made even more chaos, of course not paying it to mind, he didn't do much to fix it. His drunken state was pretty upsetting. The members tried searching for him but he always finds a way to hide coincidentally. All the phone calls and messages he's been receiving we're never touched or read. Maybe since he was too drunk to think about his actions and what to say.

As of now, he was out still and found himself at y/n's front door. He was sober this time though. Without really thinking he was already knocking on the door.

On the other side of the door was y/n, who fell asleep on the couch and heard the knocking. She groaned and yawned, rubbing her eyes as her vision was a blur. "Who could be here at his time?" She whines and got herself up to answer the door, not wanting to hear the knocking anymore.

She opened the door and couldn't believe it. "Yuta!" She covered her mouth almost wanting to cry at Yutas current messy state. His hair was all messed up, his once fresh shirt was now wrinkly, there were light bags underneath his eyes, his pale skin. Those eyes, those eyes showed nothing but sadness and despair.

He we were akly smiled and muttered a soft hi before y/n immediately wrapped her arms around him and gave him a comforting hug he had been wishing for. "God Yuta we were so worried for you! You weren't picking up our calls, texts. We tried looking for you but you were nowhere to be seen. I-" she started panicking at the thought of Yuta being gone. Yuta cut her off and pulled away, holding her shoulders. "Y/n I'm ok, don't worry" she stopped rambling and looked at yuta who was clearly broken. "No you aren't" she responded. "Y/n.. I'm right here, standing in front of you" she sighed and brought him inside

She prepared a blanket and hot cocoa for her friend. They both sipped on their drinks quietly not saying a word yet, till y/n spoke up. "Yuta, wanna tell me what's going on before we all lose our minds again?" He softly giggled. I missed hearing that y/n thought and smiled. "I don't know what's wrong with me. I have so much on my mind and I regret storming off and picking a fight with Taeyong, I want to apologize but I feel like my actions have gone way too far that he doesn't wanna see me or talk to me." Yuta kept his head down not wanting to face y/n's gaze. Y/n wanted him to look at her in the eye and be 100% honest, so she lifted his chin up to face her.

"Hey, you'll be fine. Just try at least. All of us have been waiting for your return, we've called you, texted you every single day but you never responded back and you made us worry so much, we even had to call your parents, they tried calling you too, but you also didn't answer them. But now that I've found you, I think the least you can do is stop by, apologize to Taeyong and just come back to us." Y/n pulled him into her embrace reassuring that everything's gonna be fine. "Whatever it is you're going through, you know we're always here for you, even if the others aren't, I'm always a call away. So no more secrets, sneaking out, getting drunk, causing chaos, and leaving us ok? We don't want to go through that again." Yuta started laughing bringing joy to y/n's ears. "But what if-" "no buts, now let's get you fresh clothes, take a shower, or not then you can crash on the couch here, or back at the house. Up to you." Y/n got up and helped Yuta up. "Come on off your lazy butt, I got clothes that you left here last time in case you wanted to crash here." Yuta got up and sighed. "Thank you y/n, for understanding. I don't know what I'd do without you." "Of course you can't. No one can." She winked before walking off into the kitchen.