It was cold in your room. You could feel the goose bumps run along your arms. You shivered, partially because of the cold, and partly because of what you were about to do. Things had been going so good. How had things come to this?
You had been traveling with the doctor, and it was amazing. Seeing worlds you never knew existed, and being rescued by the doctor time and time again. But, even though you loved life in the tardis, it hadn't been enough to stop your depression. You were only holding the doctor back, and some day it may have cost him his life. So you decided to leave. You felt bad about leaving the doctor, but you knew he would move on and find a new companion. So you told the doctor to bring you home, left him a note in the tardis, and were now standing in your room.
You looked down at the blade in your hand. It was shimmering in the moonlight, and you could see your reflection in it. You brought it up to your neck, and paused for a moment. You would miss the doctor, but this was the only way you could escape from your pain. "I'm sorry doctor." You whispered, your voice shaking.
Then you felt someone pull you into a hug from behind. You gasped, and the blade was knocked from your hand. "No! Let me go!" You yelled, desperately trying to break free from the doctors grasp. You slapped at his arms in an attempt to get away, but your arms soon grew tired. You slid down to the floor still in the doctors arms, crying. After you had called down, the doctor looked into your eyes. His face was wet with tears, and he just looked at you. Y/N, my poor sweet Y/N. Please don't go. I can't bear to lose you too.
"Why? You asked. You got over your other companions, why not me?"
"Your special, do much more special than you realize."
"How?! How am I special?! Why do you care so much about me?!"
"Because I love you!" The doctor yelled back. You say there, just as shocked as he was.
"Do you really mean that...?"
"Let me prove it to you." He replied. You just sat paralyzed as his face came towards yours. It stopped millimeters from your face, as he waited to see what you would do. You choose the distance between them, and your lips touched. He was right, the love you felt in that kiss prooved just how much he loved you. He picked you up and walked back to the tardis.
"Come on Y/N, we have some things we need to do."