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Chapter 2 ✨

Chapter 2

Mew Supassit went into the library and passed through several girls who are studying. His cold gaze almost froze everyone at the moment. The popularity he gained as one of university’s band member made him proud of himself. The whisper he heard along his walking were already like his daily routine.

Love letters, gifts, flowers either from boys or girl, he already get used to it. But he would reject any love confession he received. That is why he was known as the ice-prince and every-girls-heartbreaker, but that never denied the truth he is everyone heart-throb. But one thing he kept only for himself, his secret, no one can know about that.

'What the fuck everyone’s doing in library. It had never been this crowded before.’

Mew rushed to the book rack where he kept his belonging.
‘Oh, shit! Who the fuck is that slender boy? What he is doing there? What if he find my notebook? No one can see that!’

Before approaching the boy, Mew watched that boy's movement first. What’s wrong with the big spectacles and who the hell had his retainer on this day? Mew watched that boy from afar and furrowed his eyebrows every single time that boys moved, worried that he would find his notebook.

‘Give me reasons we should be complete
You should be with him, I can't compete
You looked at me like I was someone else, oh well
Can't you see? (Can't you see?)'

His phone ringtone distracted him to keep follow that boy's movement. It was the call from his mom. To the other corner of library, he picked up his phone.

“Hello ma. Is everything alright?”

“Mew, can you come home this weekend. There’s something important I need to tell you. Please naa.”

Mew was doubtful. He loved his mom. She was his another life. But after all the chaos, the betrayal, the home does not feel home anymore. It had been a long time since he visit his mom.

“Mom, I can’t promise you. But I will try my best to come home this weekend. Anything I will call you back.”

Mew end the conversation with his mom without waiting for her response. He could not talk too long to his mom because his eyes would definitely swelled up when he listened to his mom voice. The pain that she endured for the past few years, Mew could not bear with it.

‘ Where am I just now? Oh, no! The notebook!’

Mew ran to the book rack where he put his notebook only to get his eyes widened when he saw his black notebook on the guy's hand. How he can find his notebook when he already hid it at place he believed no one can see. he suddenly felt angry and had an urge to go to the boy and punched him because touched someone's else belonging. But he paces stopped when there was a girl shouted

“GULF KANAWUT TRAIPIPATTANAPONG, IT’S ALREADY LUNCH. LET’S GO TO THE CAFÉ!”

‘Oh, so his name is Gulf Kanawut. I’ll make sure that I’ll shut your mouth.’

Mew's face got red from all the anger he had towards that boy. After that guy and his friend walked away, Mew grab his notebook and hugged it like it is the most expensive thing he evet had in his life. Sat on the corner of the library, he started his daily routine

5.03.2020
Everything seems untrue.
I try very hard to live my life
Hold onto the thought that someone
Someone will come and save me
My heart screams for help
My mind hold the triggers to end all of this
But I know every time I try
That feelings come again
Alone and abandoned
-M.S-