Today... Today is the day. The saddest day of my life.
Jairus' flight will be today.. at 10 o'clock in the evening.
Why is this happening to me? Today.. today, he's going to leave me. It's so painful and I don't think I can handle this kind of shit. How will I survive this kind of... ughhhh. I did not realized I was crying. Ugh. This is so difficult. More difficult than Math. More painful than a scratch. I don't know what to do. I really don't. I need someone to talk to. I NEED SOMEONE AT THIS VERY MOMENT.
*someone knocks at my door*
I immediately wipe my tears off. Even though, I badly need someone right know. I still don't want anyone to see me crying like this. Ugh after I wiped my tears, I released a heavy sigh.
I opened the door and saw my cute annoying little sister wearing a pink dress that I haven't seen before with a big smile on her face. I don't know what she's up to. Because it's very unusual of her with that wide smile. I was about to ask her what she wants but she interrupted me....
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY UGLIEST SISTER IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE" she shouted and my mom and dad showed up with a cake and a lighted candle with a huge smile on their faces.
It's like 'OMG -it's-my-birthday' feeling. I almost forgot.. Oh no, I did forgot that it's my birthday today. I was so busy thinking that today, Jairus will leave and I forgot my own birthday. Grrr. Anyways, I'm so thankful that I have a very supportive and loving family. I really appreciated their efforts. They never failed to make me happy. Thank you Lord.
I smiled back to them. Not a fake smile. And I uttered the words "Thank you mom and dad." and then I blew the candle.
"How about me? Are you not going to thank me?" my sister spoke sadly.
"Oh of course thank you so much to my most annoying but the cutest little sister in town." And then I tickled her and it made my mom and dad smiled even more.
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I felt sad for the fact that Jairus and his family will leave and the fact that he also forgot my birthday. Like Wtf? I checked my phone and opened my facebook, and found nothing from him. He did not even just text or call me or just even message me on facebook or just ughh. He's so insensitive. I was crying again in my room thinking that he would never remember me. Maybe he doesn't love me anymore? Or maybe he found a new one? Or did he just ran out of love? Ughhh Why is this happening to me? My heart is breaking into pieces. I can't barely move. I don' have the energy and I did not even noticed that the doorbell rings.
"Alice! You have some visitors." My mom shouted.
I don't know but my heart beats faster. Faster and faster. A while ago, I can't move but after what my mom said I immediately jumped out of bed. I ran downstairs and found out that my visitors were...
Jairus and Lizy.
OMG. I cannot move again. It's like my feet were glued. I cannot believed they're here.
"Happy birthday bff" Lizy said and hugged me tightly.
I hugged her back, of course. "Thank you, I thought you forgot."
"How would I forgot my one and only bestfriend's birthday?" she said.
"You did not even called or just text me."
Then Jairus but in, "We tried to call you but we cannot contact you. We texted you like a hundred times, but no reply."
I was like 'really?'. And then I looked at my phone... and then I remembered... Oh, I took my sim because I don't know. Woah, my bad. But I'm still not looking at him straight into the eyes. I cannot. I was just looking at the floor.
"Happy Birthday my one and only. My love. My other half." He hugged me but I did not hugged him back. "I love you and I know we're going to be apart but I know we will still be together. I trust you because I love you so trust me too that we can do this. Fight with me, please. Fight for me. Fight for our relationship. Be strong because I'm always here for you, no matter what happened. I love you babe. I love you so much, Alice. I love you till my last breath." I realized, I was crying. And he was too. This time, I hugged him back and he hugged me even more.
"I love you too, Jairus. I love you more. I trust you and I will fight for us. Please do the same." I replied while we are still hugging each other.
"I will." he said then he kissed me on my forehead.
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Hi lovies! Updated Chapter 7 :) I hope you like it. Please comment for some suggestions for the next chapters. It would be highly appreciated. :)
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