This Chapter is dedicated to @ihavefats for being an influencial friend, without her, I would not write this story. Love you babe xoxo
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I woke up so early and I found out that my pillow is so... wet?! What the hell did just happened? Did I pee on my pillow? But it doesn't smell like one. Did I? Did I cry? Oh no... :(
And then I rub my eyes and remembered that last night, I cried for him. I cried for Jairus. He will be leaving now at 2 in the afternoon. And it kills me for the fact that he needs to leave this place. It kills me for the fact that we can't go to school together. It kills me for the fact that I can't see him everyday. It kills me for the fact that I can't touch him every single day, I can't hug him, I can't kiss him. It just fucking kills me that he'll be moving to another place, so far from me. It really kills me inside. It kills me.
I just don't know how to handle it. I don't know if I could make it, without him by my side. While realizing things, someone get inside my room. And for my surprise, it was just Lily, my bestfriend and Jairus' cousin as well. She entered my room directly without knocking, yeah she's like my sister and they are very close with my parents. She jumped on my bed and she sit beside me while I am lying down with sadness that can be visualize in my eyes. She stared at me blankly. She stared at me for like 20 minutes and it's so strange. She is the girl I know that is so hyper and seeing her like this bothers me. But this time, we have the same feelings. Just staring at each other makes me better. We both know the reason why she's acting like that. We both know why we're sad. I like it that way, just staring at each other and we already know how we feel. We were just staring and waiting who the hell would start the conversation. Until.. she hug me. She hug me tightly, so so tightly.And of course I hug her back. This is just what I want for now, a hug. Her hug makes me feel a lot better. We hugged for minutes. Nothing makes me feel safer than a bestfriend's hug, more of a sister hug. I love her and I am very thankful for having her in my life. I'm so blessed to have her.
"Wh-what will I do?" I said with a broken voice
"Be strong. Trust him. Trust your relationship. You know, trust is always better than love."
Trust? Trust. Trust is a big word. I know I can trust him. I love him and I trust him. I just hope this will work. Long distance relationship huh? We'll see. Everyone will see.
"Thank you." That's the only thing that comes on my mouth.
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I eat, my lunch. I dressed up. It's already 11. I need to go to Jairus' place before they leave. I'm just wearing a black flowy floral dress and paired with a white converse.
Right after I arrive, Their door opens and they were about to leave with their big bags.
"A-alice." Jairus said with low voice
"I'm here to say goodbye, my love."
He ran towards me and hug me. I hug him back. Oh, this warm feeling, I'll miss this.
"I trust you because I love you. So much." He said and kissed me on the forehead.
"Likewise" I said
