Forever With You (Neymar Fan fiction)

Relapse (part 1)

Neymar's POV

        "Elisa has been acting strange...I don't know what's wrong with her. She always smiles and says she is fine, but I don't believe her sometimes. I can tell that there is something wrong" I tell Messi. 

        "What do you think is wrong? I can tell she's been a little different when I've seen her lately" he says in reply worriedly. 

        "I'll found out later, can you keep Davi over here for tonight while I talk with her? I need to know what's wrong with her" I say hopefully to him. 

        "Yea we can keep him for tonight no problem, let me know what's going on ok?" Messi says getting up to leave.

        "Yea I'll let you know. Thanks so much Lionel, I appreciate it", I say smiling. 

        "No problem Neymar, happy to help", he returns a smile. 

        I go to pick up Davi at home and take him over to Lionel's house. It's already 6 p.m. I will just pack his overnight bag and drop him off over there. I begin to think about Elisa. She seems like she is sad all the time now and she seems to be pretending to be happy for me. I can tell that sometimes when we are at home she acts so distant and sad. I am worried about her. I can't stand to let her be feeling alone. I wonder if it has something to do with me? I have been pushing her buttons a little to much lately, but I play around like that. Could it be that I maybe have not been wanting to listen or talk with her about somethings? She knows she can always come to me when she has a problem, I don't EVER mind if she does. She knows I'm always there for her. 

        "Hey baby, how was your day?" I smile and kiss her soft lips. 

        "Hey honey" she kisses me back. "My day was good, Davi is in the living room watching cartoons" 

        "I'm going to take him to your brother's house so we can have a night to ourselves" I smile and go to Davi's room to pack his overnight bag for him. 

        "Ok honey, want me to get him ready?" She asks from the other room.

        "Yes please, thank you babe" I tell her while zipping up his little green and blue backpack with trucks on it. 

        I pick up our son and give him a kiss on the cheek. I tell him we are going to uncle Leo's house and he started to claps his hands and smile. He is so adorable when he get excited. I take him to the car after he says goodbye to Elisa and I drop him off to his uncles. I give him one more hug and kiss before I go back home for the night and I thank Lionel again for keeping him.

        I get back home and I see Elisa laying on the couch watching one of her favorite movies, "Kicking and Screaming" (which is a fúbol/comedy movie)  She notices me walk in and sits up. 

        "Hey honey" she says smiling and scoots over to let me lay down too. 

        "Hey babe, how's my girl?" I say cuddling my girl comfortably. 

        "I'm good darling, why'd you ask?" She looks up smiling and her brown eyes looking curiously at me. 

        "Well, lately you've seem to be more....distant with me lately. You seem to be get angrier when I play around with you lately baby, you usually never get angry when I do that. I am worried about you sweetie." I say looking down at her letting her know how worried I am about her. 

        "It's nothing honey, I'm ok. I just haven't been getting enough sleep lately. I'm fine though." She says calmly. 

        "Elisa I know you're lying. I can always tell when you lie to me. You start to mess with your bracelet on your wrist and you can't look me in the eye. Baby tell me what's wrong. I won't be angry or anything if you tell me." I say really wondering what's wrong. 

        "I have been feeling the need to relapse again. I have been so stressed out with a lot of things and it's all finally catching up to me. I feel like I can't even function like I normally do. I feel like when something goes wrong that it's always my fault and I can't fix it. I don't know why I have been feeling like this, but it's been draining me Neymar. I don't like to be mad at you, I hate it. I didn't want to tell you how I feel because who wants to hear about my problems all the time? I don't want to burden you with it. You have other things to worry about besides me. I don't want you to think of me as another problem", She finishes pouring her heart out to me and she is teary eyed. I feel like the worst boyfriend in the world for not seeing it, that she was hurting. 

        "Elisa, you can always come to me if there is something wrong. Don't you ever think for one second that you could ever be a burden to me. You can never be a burden to me or to anyone else. If you was having feelings of relapsing you can tell me. I said I would be there to help you through it, I meant it when I said it. I love you so much and I hate to see you hurting. Please tell me you didn't hurt yourself baby?" I say scared and worried of the answer.         

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Hey guys! I'm sorry it took long to update again. I know this is a short chapter, but there will be a second part to it. I will post it soon. I felt like making this into 2 chapters because I think it is better that way. I wanted to leave you guys with a little cliff hanger there too. I hope you like it and I'll update soon. Sorry for making it sad.