Forever With You (Neymar Fan fiction)

Relapse (Part 2)

(Continues from where it left off last chapter with Neymar talking to Elisa, still his point of view) 

         "Elisa, you can always come to me if there is something wrong. Don't you ever think for one second that you could ever be a burden to me. You can never be a burden to me or to anyone else. If you was having feelings of relapsing you can tell me. I said I would be there to help you through it, I meant it when I said it. I love you so much and I hate to see you hurting. Please tell me you didn't hurt yourself baby?" I say scared and worried of the answer.         

        "No I didn't hurt myself, I thought about it though. I didn't do it though because I have many things in my life that I don't want to mess up by doing that. I have Davi, my brother, Antonella, Thiago, my barca family, and most importantly you. I don't want to hurt myself because I hurt everyone else too in the process. I know I should have told you about it, but like I said I don't want to be a burden to you darling. I'm sorry, I love you so much!" She says finishing whimpering trying to hold back her tears. 

        I just pull into a hug and hold her. I hate to see her like this, it makes me feel like I am a bad boyfriend. I can feel her tears on my shirt and she is shaking from her emotional release. I think this is what she needed. She needed to just let go of everything because she was holding it all inside from me. I'm not angry at her for keeping this from me, I'm sad though that I didn't see that she was hiding her stress from me. She looks up at me and sniffles. She still looks adorable even though even though she was crying. My poor baby....

        Elisa's POV

        I look up at him trying to not cry and I sniffle a little. He is probably blaming himself for me breaking down just now. It's not his fault. It is my fault for keeping this from him. I love him and I don't want to do anything to hurt him. I tried to protect him from knowing how messed up I have been feeling lately. I feel bad now keeping this from me. He kisses my forehead and he swiftly picks me up and carries me to the kitchen. He sets me down on the counter while he gets out something from the freezer and fridge. 

        "What are you doing?" I ask confused wiping away the left over tears that were running down my cheeks. 

        "Getting something that might cheer you up" He looks back smiling at me.

        I see him have a tub of ice cream, chocolate fudge, and some whip cream. I smile a little for his effort of making me feel better. He is so cute like that. He gets 2 bowls out of the cabinet and sets them right beside me putting vanilla ice cream into the bowl. I smile at his attempt to make me feel better. He knows how to get to my sweet spots. I blush a little thinking about that.

            "Do you want a lot of whip cream or a little baby?" He asks cutely putting whip cream on his ice cream.

            "I want a lot," I say sweetly smiling. I am feeling better now that we put off of the stress and frustration behind us.

        I jump off the counter and grab my ice cream to sit at the dining room table. He joins me sitting right next to me. We sit there eating our ice cream until I get the idea to out some of my whip cream on his nose. I grab a little and put it on his nose quickly. I laugh when I see his face and he tires to lick it off, but of course he fails since it's on his nose. I feel him put his hand on my cheek pulling me into a kiss. He's kissing me softly and I can still feel the whip cream on his nose. His lips move in sync with mine and I can feel the heat between us. He breaks the kiss and we just look into each other's eyes. He swiftly picks me up and he takes me to our bedroom.

        He lays me down and we passionately start to kiss again. I put my hands needy on his back trying to be as close as possible to him. I can feel his body reacting to my needs trying to get closer. Our hands are feeling each other's bodies hungrily wanting more. We stop kissing for a second trying to catch or breath from the intense kiss. We cuddle closely wanting to just feel each other's body warmth.

        "Do you want to make love to me?" Neymar breaks the silence between us.

        "I mean...I want to make love with you. Do you want to make love to me?" I ask kind of awkwardly and hopefully at the same time. I love him and I would love to make love to him. I hope he says yes. 

        "Elisa I want to make love to you, If I could make love to you every day I would baby" He says looking sexily at me. 

        "Did you think that I didn't want to baby?" He asks brushing hair from my face still looking sexy as hell. 

        "I just wasn't sure if you was ready. I'm ready to make love to you, I'm sure of that darling" I smile looking at him laying next to me. 

        "Oh I am defiantly ready sweetheart, I love you so much. I want to make love to you right now" He says putting his hand on my waist pulling me closer to him in the bed.

        "I love you so much too Neymar, I want to make love with you right now too" I smile sexily at him kissing him passionately again. 

        We both start to kiss passionately while undressing each other slowly...

(I'll let your minds wonder what happens after this ;) haha feel free to imagine what happens) 

~Time lap of like a half an hour~

        We are lying next to each other breathing hard and tiredly. This has to be one of the best nights of my life. He cuddles me close and we start to drift off to sleep.

        "I love you baby" He says tiredly drifting off into sleep.

        "I love you too darling" I say putting my head on his chest going to sleep.

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        Hey my lovely fans! I hope you like this chapter. It's more romantic and less stressful. Do you guys like this story? How many people are still reading this and are loyal readers/followers? I'd like to know :) so if you could comment what you think I'd be happy :). I'll update soon again. Also thank you for the 13.2k reads! :) I am so happy to see that. I honestly didn't think people would read this story when I first posted it. So a big thank you to my readers and followers! You guys are great! It's like 5 am here right now and I decided to finish this now since I just woke up.