(Warning this is going to talk about self harm and it could be triggering. Please do not cut or think about it, it doesn't solve anything and it can make things much worse. It is a very bad thing to do and it can seem like the only thing that will help, but it is relief for so long before it gets bad again. It doesn't solve anything, it is also very dangerous. It can kill you or give you permanent scars. Again please don't ever do it and love/ take care of yourself <3)
Elisa's POV
Today is going to be a stressful day because I have to tell Leo about my cutting....I really don't want to tell him because I don't want to hurt him. Once he knows he is going to worry about me way more than he should, check on me more than he does already, probably ask about where I cut and my scars. I don't think I am ready to explain everything to him...but Neymar is going with me and being supportive of me tell him. I can feel my phone ringing and I pull it out of my pocket to see it's Leo.
~Phone call~
Leo: "Hey sis, how are you? Are you coming over for lunch today?"
Me: "I'm doing ok and yea Neymar and I will be over for lunch".
Leo: "Ok sounds good. So how are you and Neymar doing? He is still perfect in all ways?"
I can hear him laughing a little after saying that. Leo you are such a goofball sometimes...
Me: "Yes he is still perfect to me *laughs a little* and we are great. We are happy bro, no need to worry.
I smile to myself while talking about him. Neymar is really perfect to me all the time.
Leo: "I do need to worry, you're my baby sister. I have to check out all of your boyfriends *laughs a little* .
Me: "Oh my gosh no you don't Leo! You don't need to spy on me like I'm a little kid *I say jokingly*".
Leo: "I know sis, I'm just kidding with you. I got to go now. I'll see you later! Bye, love you".
Me: "Ok, bye bro. Love you too!"
~End of phone call~
I hang up and I check the time to see when I should start getting ready for lunch with Leo. It's 11:02 a.m right now so I have another 2 hours before we have to be there. Neymar then walks in from the bedroom and wraps his arms around me from behind and kisses my cheek. Omg I love it when he does that! I smile and turn around and plant a kiss on his lips. He returns the kiss and smiles down at me.
"So we are going to lunch at 1 right babe?" Neymar says picking me up sitting me on his lap on the couch.
I settle into his lap and get comfortable.
"Yea we are honey and we have to start getting ready soon, we can't be late." I say poking him a little playingly.
"I know amor. Elisa you know you have to tell him today about the thing we talked about right? I will be there with you to support you babe. It won't be so hard with me there to help you." He says looking into my eyes with reassurance and patience.
I am so glad he has the patience to deal with this. I know some people would never accept this and help with it. I am ready for Neymar to help me and support me on stopping. He is my drive to stop and to get better. I want to stop.
I look down sad, but I know I have to tell him. Like Neymar said, it won't be so bad with him there to help me. I look back up at Neymar and calm down.
"I know I have to tell him today honey. It will be a little easier with you there with me. Thank you for being supportive of me quitting. I love you" I say looking into his eyes and burying my head into his chest for comfort.
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Forever With You (Neymar Fan fiction)
Storie d'amoreThis is a story about a 19 years old girl who is the sister of the one and only Lionel Andres Messi. Her name is Elisa Maria Messi. She is a footballer like her brother, but she had some problems in her past which made her quit playing. She meets Ne...