Just A Few Numbers Away

14

Days passed by in a blink of an eye and then it turn to weeks.

Yoongi works diligently every day as nothing happened for the past three weeks except whenever work is nearly finished for the day, he always looks out to the window to see her, his soulmate, coming to the office to deliver their Yakult supply every day (for a few minutes) and then go after delivering said supplies.

It was supposed to be his and Jun's job to pick up their box of supplies of Yakult but because of what happened, they leave him be.

Yoongi guesses they probably know what happened, gossips tend to circulate fast after all.

Also, it's probably their way of feeling sorry for him and that they just don't want to see him so heartbroken.

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There are also days when they would accidentally cross paths and the saddest thing is, she ignores him and pretends she doesn't know who he is which kinda really hurts Yoongi's heart.

To be honest he does not know why he's feeling hurt when they barely know each other. It's not like he likes her either.

But whenever he sees her, from time to time, there's this feeling deep inside of him that's longing for her. It's like his soul is craving to have her, to be with his soulmate.

This is kinda ironic though since Yoongi was the first one who decided to ignore the system in the first place and was so against meeting her.

So he doesn't understand why it's been bothering him so much until now, when she even rejected him the first time they met.

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"Do a background check."

"What?"

"If you want to know why she rejected the idea of you guys being soulmates, you should know her background then Yoongi Hyung."

"No Joon. Isn't that invasion of privacy?"

"But, Hyungie-"

"Yes, I do want to know her Jiminie but not like that."

"But how Hyung? You said she ignores you whenever you guys cross paths? How will you talk to someone who doesn't want to talk to you?"

"I don't know Kook. To be honest, I've been distancing myself from her."

"Why?"

"Because I wanted to respect her decision. It's what I also wanted, I think?"

"Why the question mark, Hyung?"

"Because I'm not so sure anymore Hoseok-ah."

"How complicated."

"Tae!!" Jimin gave him a warning look.

"What? Isn't it true though?"

"It's okay, Jimin-ah. What Taehyung-ah said is true. It is complicated... For me that is."

Silence.

This talk wasn't supposed to happen.

I just came to the dorm to meet and hang out with the guys as always during my day off since I missed them and they seem to notice something is off about me since I keep drinking Yakult which I never did before and because they keep on prying, I ended up telling them about my soulmate.

My soulmate who rejected me. Ahh, I really should stop thinking about her.

"Hyung, do you want to get to know her?" Tae suddenly asked me seriously.