You woke up the next morning wincing from the sun rushing in from the windows. You groaned, and turned back over closing your eyes. That's when the memories came rushing in. You held your breath and felt a pain in your throat, and your eyes burned. Your breathing was unsteady, the pain was mentally excruciating. You felt as if your lungs were going to explode. "I-I can't..." you tried to escape from your mouth. You held your face and kicked the blanket off of the bed. You controlled your breathing once more, and then the tears came. Each one that came were thick and felt as if they were burning your flesh.
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You collected yourself, and took a long shower. As you say on the bathroom floor, you couldn't help but think about the whole scenario, thinking it was your fault. "What are you thinking, (y/n)?" You told yourself. You shook your head and slid on your suit. Suddenly, a loud knock came from outside of your door. Your instinct was to grab the strap of the bow. You opened the door, and found the whole team there, except Junkrat. Lena lunged onto you and buried her face into your neck. "(Y/N)! I'm so, so sorry!" Lena said as she held your face. She was crying. It's not the Lena you knew, always strong and confident. The emotions came out, you couldn't help it as you cried even harder than you did in your room. Jack grabbed you and buried your head into his chest. You wrapped your arms around his waist as he rested his face on your head. The whole team wrapped their arms around you. "It's ok, we've got you..." he whispered into your ear.><><><><
After the hug, you pulled Roadhog aside. "Mako, where's Jamie?" You asked worried. Mako frowned. "H-he said that he was going to cry if he looked at you right after the incident, he doesn't want to upset you." He said sadly. "O-oh... well tell him that I want to see him soon, okay?" You said. You pulled him into a hug, and you stood there for a moment. You pulled away, waved, and headed for the training room. You needed to get the anger off of your chest.[][][][]
You slammed the doors shut, feuding like a kettle. You practically had steam coming out of your ears. "Woah darlin'! You 'right there?" Jesse shouted turned away from you. You watched him aim his pistol at the target. His had flew back as the bullet shot through the air, hitting bullseye. "Great shot..." you whispered, forcing a smile. "Sugar, don't go changin' the subject on me now." He said concerned. You closed your eyes and drew a sigh. "(Y/n)?" He whispered, resting his hands on your shoulders. "Jesse, I'm fearing for my life ever since I joined Overwatch. People are after me, I mean- us! I'm angry, scared, a-and" you paused, feeling that lump in your throat. His face turned into a sad look. "I know, I know. I couldn't imagine, hun." He said as he pulled you in for a hug. "T-thank you, Jesse." You said as you hugged him tighter. "I'll always be there for you pumpkin. Always, (y/n)." You both pulled away, and couldn't help but feel kind of awkward. "Ya here to shoot around, or just see me?" He winked. You blushed and smirked. "In your dreams, Jesse McCree..." you laughed. He held his hands back giggling. You noticed him staring at you as you drew back the arrow. "Jesse?" You asked puzzled. He broke his trance then said, "Yup?" "Why are you and Jamie so tense around each other?" You said as the arrow slipped past the whole entire target. He held his breath and let out a fake laugh. "A-Aw man I didn't mean to uh... I didn't mean to say that!" You yelled. He stepped closer to you and lowered the bow in your left hand. You were pushed up against the desk and blushing. His robotic arm ran up your leg and onto your hips, which made you shiver. "J-Jesse..." you whispered, leaning back a bit. "It's ok, it'll make you feel better." He whispered in your ear. His other arm inched closer and closer to your "ahem..." and you closed your legs. "Pumpkin, no need to be shy." He said as he pried your legs open. "Jesse... I don't-" he cut you off as he slammed his lips onto yours. You pushed him hard on the chest, which made him fall off of you. His face became cold and calloused. "Jesse! What the fuck! I said I didn't want this. This isn't the McCree I know," you said as you walked off to the doors. He jerked you back as he grabbed your wrist. You slammed hard into his chest plate. You held your head and let out a small groan. Your head was spinning, he almost left you in a concussion. "Darlin', be good for daddy." He whispered lowly in your ear. He grabbed the cigar from his mouth, and buried it into your right cheek. You screamed in pain, it was almost like the tears that burned your skin earlier this morning. You jerked your head away from him, and pushed his chest. You fell with him, and he came crawling back up, grabbing your ankles. You screamed, and kicked him as hard as you could in the face. He was knocked unconscious, and you kicked him one more time in the ribs. You felt the tears seep into your cheek wound, and it was agonizing. You ran down the halls to the hotel, and didn't bother to look up. You sobbed and felt ashamed, ashamed of why you kept letting this happen, but it wasn't your fault. "Umph!" You squeaked, as you hit something hard in front of you, causing you to fall. "Oi, Sheila! You alright there?" The familiar voice called out. You felt him lift you, and smiled with his eyes closed to you. You couldn't help but sob even more, and slammed into his chest, wrapping your legs around his waist. "Haha, someone's happy to see-" He paused, and held you. "(Y/n)?" You heard the concern in his voice. He set you down, and noticed how his light yellow eyes had horror in them. You watched him twitch and his mouth drop when he saw the bruises and burns on you. "Who did this! Tell me, please!" He yelled as he held your head. You buried your face into his chest, but he pulled you back off, looking from worried to angry. "Tell me Sheila, please!" He said as he held your hands. "M-m..." you stuttered. "McCree!" You screamed and sobbed. His face turned red, and he pulled you back into a hug. He pulled you into his room, and set you down. "Im gonna get Lena, it'll be ok!" He whispered as he ran out of the room, locking the door behind him.I know, this one was a bit dark 😅 but I really hope you guys enjoyed this episode, I'll be publishing more in a few hours, but stay tuned! 👌🏻
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RomanceYou had just been recruited to overwatch after the Omnic crisis, only to find that it will get worse. But will Junkrat, unliked by most of the Overwatch team, be your love interest?