𝓢𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓕𝓪𝓽𝓮

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 15

This chapter is dedicated to @brollins_fever @BasketballKay @RayRey9 @orcas223 @Gabriellnferno29

{Music: Hold me while you wait by Lewis Capaldi}

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"ATTEMPT 2"
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BECKY

After maybe finally opening it up to this freaking doctor of ours, but not mentioning any names, I decided to go to my room after knowing that I am just fine, no broken bones. Broken heart perhaps?

Walking by myslef inside the room, I sneak into my room and flop into my bed, not wanting to disturb Char and Raya. You know, they might've been resting by now-

"Becca!"

"Aaahhh!" I shouted with so much fright as Char and Raya made fun of me. "What the f*ck, guys!" I yell at them, then burying my face back into my soft pillow. Soon, I could feel a weight on my bed, realizing that they decided to come and lie down with me. Great! Because I thought, they'd just go away and have their own rest.

"Bex, you okay?" Char ask as she decided to caress my back. That's when I start to feel like crying, but decided to stop this feeling of weakness.

"Hey cupcake, you can talk to us, okay?"

And that's it. I cant take this TOO MUCH CARING. It makes me so fragile and I don't want  to be that weakling Becky anymore. I want to be strong like them, fierce like them. I want that because if not, I'd forever feel belittled.

"Nothing. Just kinda tired. That's all." I mumble under the pillow.

"How was the clinic? You were there longer than expected." Raya ask.

"I did rest my body there and chatted a bit with Dr. Lawson because you know him, he's a bit of an interrogator himself."

"Yeah. Kinda irritates me sometimes, but you know, I kinda see it valuable because he's the person to run with when you need someone to talk to. Like especially if you're friends are busy or not around." Raya explained.

"Yeah couldn't agree more.... but hey Bex, get ready because someone invited us to join a party tonight."

"Really? Sounds great."

"You know, you sound sarcastic." Char pointed out.

"I'm not going guys." I answer flatly. "I dont feel like going."

"What? But we already said yes to them." That made me sit back up. Luckily, my eyes were not as puffy as it seems, and the bit of tears were absorbed by the pillow.

"THEM" I just wanna made myself clear.

"Yes. And you're coming with us." Raya demanded.

"But guys, you know... My body aches so much."

"Lamest excuse, Becky. Now get yourself ready because if you're going back to this f*cking pillow, I will make sure that you'll never get to stand again. Got it?"

This aura Charlotte has made me agree anyway because the heck!? Who wouldn't get scared on her threat?

What I'm trying to say is, yes you'll probably think that she won't do it, but trust me, that's what I thought before.

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After maybe an hour or two, I was able to find myself wearing a faded yellow and orange turtleneck crop tank top, with my black ankle length jeans and a black boots. I also did the messy waves with two braids on the left side of my hair, so it'll definitely look cool. I was able to pair it off with my black leather jacket as well. When I'm all done, I got my black purse and headed out. If you're asking about my makeup? Dont worry, I didn't put any cause, WHO CARES? They'll understand because I'm not wearing any tiny length dresses that's SO FITTED, almost crushing their freaking boobs out.