Hear Your Voice Pt.2 // Aph Lithuania x Poland

Mess

Toris barely caught Feliks as he fainted. This made Toris get back to reality, realize where he was. Realize, what happened.

He supported Feliks and suddenly realized that the sleeves of his jacket had blood stains on them. Toris quickly picked up Feliks and carried him to the place which was once their bedroom. He rolled up Feliks' shirt to find his hands covered in bandages which were partially covered in blood.

Without wasting time, he walked to the bathroom and found everything he needed to clean Poland's wounds. He returned to the bedroom and kneeled down next to Felix who was still unconscious

He slowly and gently picked up Feliks' arm and unwrapped the stained bandage, revealing rows of fresh and old scars. Toris could not believe what he was seeing, he never thought that Feliks would end up like this. He felt like he was at fault though, especially after what Feliks told him only a few minutes ago.

He looked over at Poland's face which had a sad look painted on it in disbelief and guilt. Did Toris really cause all of this? While he was gone, he had no impact on what Poland was doing, he thought that leaving would make Poland feel better. He would never forget how sad and tired Feliks looked after Toris woke up in the hospital... He definitely will never forget how Feliks tried his best to hide his worry and sadness for him... But in the end, Toris could see it all. He knew that the Pole was unhappy and that all there was left for Toric to do was leave. Now he knew that it he made a mistake...

Trying to get rid of the thoughts which circled in his mind, he put some disinfectant on a cotton pad he found in the bathroom and touched it to Poland's arm. Poland let out weak hiss as the disinfectant reached his open scars. He did not however wake up. Toris assumed that the Pole was very tired and weak, remembering how strongly he reacted after meeting the Lithuanian.

Toris tried to ignore the pain that showed on Poland's face. He could tell that Poland did not take care of the scars, he probably did not even want to look at them but could not stop hurting himself.

Poland's arms looked terrible, Toris tried to resist the urge to cry because of what he was seeing.

Did Toris really do this to him?

Was Poland really that unhappy when Lithuania left him?

No... It wasn't him... He didn't tell Poland to do it to himself... But yet... Lithuania still felt at fault... He felt like he could stop Poland from doing it...

The scars let out blood from time to time and Toris took time to clean them all, just like he used to do when he took care of Poland during the war. Now at least Poland's life wasn't at risk... No... This wasn't something he should think of...

Those times were times Lithuania wished to forget forever, times that changed Poland forever... Times that changed him as well...

The thought of all of this made Toris want to throw up.

It took some time for Lithuania to take care of all of Poland's wounds. In the meantime, Poland did not wake up, he was obviously too weak and tired so Lithuania decided to let him rest. In addition, Lithuania did not know how Poland would react if he saw him cleaning his wounds...

Feliks seemed to be so worn out and tired that he rarely reacted to the stinging which occurred from Lithuania cleaning his arms. Lithuania just hoped he did not cause too much pain to the Pole while cleaning his arms.

When Lithuania finished cleaning the scars, he took some fresh bandages from the bathroom, of course, he knew exactly where they were. He wrapped Poland's arms tightly, making sure to cover all scars and then rolled his sleeves back down.

He once more looked at Poland's face, he seemed calmer now... Lithuania decided to leave the Pole alone and let him recover on his own. It was terrible to say but Lithuania knew how to act in such situations, he saw Poland much weaker many times before.

Toris got up and cleaned all the supplies, throwing the cloth and bandage covered in blood into the trash.

Only now he had a chance to look around the house and what he saw scared him more than before. The window blinds were shut tightly, the kitchen hasn't been cleaned up for days, some of the drinking glasses were shattered on the floor, Lithuania was scared to admit it but he saw some blood on the floor next to shattered alcohol bottles. The whole house smelled terrible, a smell of rotten food mixed with alcohol, it made him want to vomit again

He could not look at this place like this, he could not stand the way his old home looked like. Without thinking much, he opened the window blinds as much as he could, letting in the bright sunlight which directly shown on thick layers of dust which enveloped the whole living room. It was obvious Poland didn't clean at all.

This was enough, Toris had to do something. He made a big mistake before and now he had to somehow fix it.

He quickly found cleaning supplies and started cleaning the kitchen, sweeping all the broken glass from the floor and cleaning out the fridge (it was already quite empty) as well as washing leftover plates. He knew this would take long but he had time, it was better to let Poland rest as much as he could. 

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Hello!

I have been sitting at home for the past 26 days so here is another chapter! I know it took a lot of time but I had to wrap up some school things. Now, I have almost nothing to do so I can write more!

I think this is chapter is a bit shorter but I hope you enjoy reading it!

I hope to post another one very soon!