(PICTURE OF OLIVIA)>>>>>>
Chapter 8
It was weird and uncomfortable, when really, it shouldn’t have been. We were at the hotel that we had been to earlier that day but now everyone was together in the restaurant having a meal, it was like a open buffet, you could go up and grab whatever you wanted and today the restaurant was closed specifically for us.
There were the dancers, the crew, Pattie and then obviously One Direction and Justin Bieber. We were all in that one restaurant, most of the dancers were trying to get their way with the One Direction lads who seemed to be loving the female attention right now, Justin was seen talking to his mother and members of the crew while most of the guy dancers were sat in the corner of the room all talking and some looking sullen from the loss of attention they usually had from the females.
Me on the other hand wasn’t feeling all too good, I don’t know if it was the food or if I was just coming down with something but I felt sick in the stomach, over-heated and slightly dizzy. I was sat alone while everyone else was mingling or such; I was sat on one of the comfy built in seats in a booth with my head in hands as I tried to get my head from stopping spinning.
I didn’t feel right at all but lately, this wasn’t the first time this had happened and honestly I didn’t know what was going on with me.
Attempting to keep to myself the best I could, I sunk lower into the seat. If I gathered attention I normally just made myself feel worse and more panicked which made me dizzier, I always overcome this situation on my home although really I just wanted to know what was wrong with me.
I heard my name being used just a bit away but I didn’t have the strength to even look up to figure out who was using me in a part of their conversation. I just wanted to sleep, that way the uncomfortable and sickly feeling would just disappear.
“Olivia, sweetie... Are you okay?” A voice asked from beside me.
I moved my head from my hands reluctantly as I opened up my eyes to feel my head begin to spin slightly, I groaned inwardly to myself. “I’m not feeling too good, that’s all.” I said as I shot the fakest smile I could master towards Pattie who was looking down at me with concern.
“What’s wrong?” She asked as she slid in the booth beside me.
I let my eyes wander around the area I knew she had just came and saw a pair of brown orbs already looking my way; Justin was already looking at me with concern on his face, I quickly turned my attention away from him and back towards Pattie but that only made black spots edge into my vision from the rather quick movement on my part.
“I’m just feeling a little dizzy. I’m sure it will pass though.” I said but at the same time I squeezed my eyes shut and leant my head into my hands.
“Sweetie, I’m going to get you a drink of water, okay? I think it’s best if you lay down for a minute.” Pattie said as I felt her hand being placed onto my shoulder.
This is exactly what I didn’t want, when others raise their concern it just gets me worried even more about the whole situation, I start to think of what could go wrong and then I will start panicking and then I just make myself even more dizzy; it’s happened many times but I have learnt to live with it, despite the fact it still scared me when one of these attacks came.
I nodded my head slightly to tell Pattie I understood, the was a movement beside me and I guess that was Pattie leaving, I tried to calm my breath by taken in deep breaths through my mouth, I didn’t know if I was doing it right but it was worth the try.
I pushed my back up against the booth one side so I was now sitting on the inside with my feet stretching over the length of the seat, but with my body slightly curled up.
The noises in the room slightly began to distance from my ears and I could feel my heart beat picking up slightly and I knew already the panic was setting in.
“Olivia... can you hear me?” I heard a muffled voice say, it sounded like a female.
I felt a cold touch meet my forehead and it was actually a sense of relief from the coolness, I clenched my eyes shut before opening them once again, my vision was blurred but my sight didn’t hesitate to pick up on the large crowd that had now formed around me, and you know what I was thinking at that very moment in time, despite my head spinning, blackness overcoming my vision and the voices slowly fading away... I just couldn’t help but think of the impression I was leaving on One Direction right now, there, I said it.
That right now was the first thing on mind; I bet they were thinking I was a creep, right?
“Olivia...” I heard my name being trailed off the tip of someone’s tongue but that then, was the last thing I heard before I was swept into darkness and my body blocked everything out.
There wasn’t much sense in what I could hear right now, I heard someone shouting for help and I heard a few movements but nothing else was coming to sense for me.
I could feel my thoughts slipping away with my consciousness, the noises around me again fading away but this time, everything I had just been able to hear was gone.
Nothing...
“Olivia, can you hear me?” A voice echoed.
I couldn’t help but let a groan escape my lips, my body felt numb but heavy in some way and I really didn’t have the energy right now to move, or reply at this point in time. Everything still seemed to be black and again the energy wasn’t in me for me to open my eyes.
Even though many people wouldn’t like to be in this state, because honestly, you would feel useless and slightly pathetic right now that you really couldn’t struggle to put the effort into anything, nothing at this point was coming easy to mind... but, me having been in this stage before knew I was recovering and I knew not to panic, knowing my consciousness will be back with a few minutes, I knew my sight would be back and I would slowly then be gaining back my energy.
This was the recovery stage after collapsing, the only thing that didn’t thrill me right now is I didn’t know where I was... and I didn’t know who was in my presence right now.
I wasn’t able to put the name to the voice...
“Is she going to be okay?” A voice shrilled.
“She will be fine but I am going to need some of you to exit the room. Does she have a guardian here?”
“No...”
“Okay. Well, we will wait till she wakes up and I can tell you a bit more about her condition but as none of you are being her legal guardian, I have to have her permission first.”
I felt my thoughts going in and back out from the conversation at hand, I actually didn’t know what the cause this time was... I was sure to have been working on the prevention from my last ‘black-out’ and this just came all of a sudden, which wasn’t normal for me. Just earlier that day I hadn’t even felt the slightest but ill, I was actually full of energy after the rehearsal when it came to the concert I had my normal nervousness but that was usual for me, nothing was out of the ordinary.
What was going on?
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Read : Okay, so I haven’t posted in forever and I am sorry about that:( but I really hope to be posting more frequently now.
So, sorry for the wait but here is Chapter.8 :)
(That rhymed.)
Oh and this is dedicated too, 1DFAN4EVERRR (thanks for fanning:D)
