Unchain My Heart

Everybody Lies.

It was Monday morning and I was walking into PPTH and made my way up to the desk to sign in. The time was nine in the morning and I was there a little early. Knowing that the rest of the team wasn't gonna be here till ten. I left the desk and made my way down to the locker room. I didn't shower or have any makeup on, so I decided to shower and actually make myself look decent. I took off my coat and hug it up nicely against my locker. Taking the suitcase that I brought with me up to the shower room. I took all of my clothes off and grabbed my towel, I went into the shower stall and turned on the water. Letting it run down my face and feeling the rest go down my body. All I could think about was that night with House. Seeing him be so, so comforting after what he said to me earlier that day. I think seeing me drunk and ready to end my life moments before he knocked set something off in him. After I was done day dreaming I looked at the scars on my arm, seeing all the marks fading away, thinking that I could make more and It won't be so bad anymore. After a couple of minutes I decide to check the time and it was nine twenty. 'I ought to better hurry up' I thought. There was a little more strength in me today rather than yesterday, Dylan is still on my mind, but when is he not? I could've been with him if it weren't for House. Damn him for taking away my only chance of happiness. The reason why I wanted to go out like that is cause at my funeral I wanted my parents to still see me as their little girl, scar less and still beautiful . Even though I don't feel that way anymore. Not since Dylan died. I stop thinking and eventually get out of the shower, grabbing my towel and wrapping it around my waist. I stepped out, bringing my bag with me and going into the locker room. Getting dressed I noticed Dylans watch in my locker. I grab it and think of the day he gave it to me, it was our one month. He thought I should have it cause I didn't have a watch at work and he thought it was quite funny. I placed the watch back and grabbed my makeup and a hairbrush. I made my way to the mirror and wrapped my hair in a bun not caring if it looks good or not, but it looked decent. I grabbed my primer and smeared it all over my face. Then I went for the foundation, giving me the gift of providing a fake face that shows people I'm okay. Mascara and lipstick was next, applying that for visual effect, to not see the broken piece. It was nine fifty and I placed everything back inn my locker and made my way towards House's office. Passing Cuddy along the way.

"Hi Kallo." Cuddy said. I smiled a fake smile in which she already knew I was falling apart. "After the differential with the team come by my office. I want to discuss a few things with you." I nodded and she grabbed my arm, squeezing it as if I was looking for some reassurance. I looked at her while she walked away, dreaming if I was only as perfect as she is. I was in front of House's office, noticing that no one was in there. I grabbed the glass door and pulled it behind me, sprinting towards the coffee machine thanking it for keeping me awake, I haven't got a lot of sleep lately and I'm pretty sure everyone knows why. I was in my own little world until I heard someone clear their throat, only knowing the level of masculinity it could only be one person. I looked forward, closing my eyes for a quick second then I turned around only to see House standing against the white board, cane in one hand and one foot topping the other. We just stared at each other until I broke the silence.

"Where is everyone?" I asked curiously. It was ten o five. Everyone should've been here by now.

"I told them to come in at twelve. Thinking you and I can have a little talk about what happened the other night." He just looked at me, as if he was waiting for a reaction like two nights previous.      I looked at my shoes then back at him.

"There's nothing to talk about House."

"Oh come on. Don't give me that bull shit. I understand what I said that day wasn't really contributed to the conversation that was happening. And I showed you gestures-" He stopped and cleared his throat again. I just gazed at him waiting for his next response. "that, you know, forget it." He stopped talking and started to turn around but I was far from done with this conversation.

"House," I said and he stopped in his tracks not turning around. I walk up a little bit closer to him and I said his name again. "House." He turned around with a blank expression, in which my mind was telling me he was hiding his true emotions. "Thank you, for not taking an advantage. And Ultimately saving my life." I started to move my eyes towards objects in the room then made my way to meet his blue eyes. "Doesn't mean I won't try again." I whispered by his ear. I moved my head back and started to walk away. I heard his voice one more time, this time with more seniority.

"If you try to do it again without succeeding and I find out about it, you're off the team. I like my doctors mentally stable and healthy. I can't have anyone jeopardize that." I scoffed. Raising my voice a bit while turning around to face him. "You're a god damn drug addict House. And you're telling me how to live my life? Let me tell you one thing-" I strolled towards him and making him see my eyes and knowing I was serious. "You may have comforted me and actually had your soft side come out for once, but I'm not a little girl anymore. You can do whatever the hell you want." I brought my face closer to his, "But when you made that smart ass remark about Dylan, you knew, deep down in that soul less of a heart, that you pulled something out of me and ripped it in front of my eyes. You flesh eating narcissist." House just stared at me and smiled. "Made you speechless? And now you're smiling? Just watch House. I can do whatever the hell I want." House put his hand on my waist pulling me in a little bit, making me nervous and I let out a little welp.

"You really wanna play this game with me little one?" I smirked.

"It looks like you wanna play this game." I whispered into his ear, letting my breathe flow down his neck and I felt him shiver. He let go of my waist and I took a step back. "Get ready for the roller coaster of your life. Cause you just woken up a monster."

"Jokes on you Kallo. You really thought I was there comforting you cause I thought it was the right thing to do? I talked to foreman an hour earlier and he told me I was the only one who would be able to calm you down after you said your life was "meaningless and un worthy of living" as you so put it. I was just there to keep you from killing yourself cause I would've lost a doctor and that gives me paperwork and and having to find someone new. And you know how I hate to do work. Foreman just told me to grab the bottles cause he knew you forged his signature on those scripts." I just stared at him in awe. Not knowing what to do. Behind him was Wilson who was staring at me with eyes that could only mean I'm sorry. If House wanted to play this game then fine. Cause I knew he wasn't faking when he took my killing spree. I could feel that he wasn't faking and that he only wanted to burn my blood. And again, he achieved. I finally spoke after just staring.

"Let's play this game House. Cause I know that what you felt that night was real and it was a situation that you don't do right and for once in your life it did. And it scared the shit out of you.I  talked to foreman minutes before you knocked so there was no way you could've spoked to him. And I never told him about the situation, so as you like to say it, everybody lies. Even you." Power play House. Get ready.