danganronpa oneshots

l a t e n i g h t s (angst)

(this is a kokichi x suicidal! shuichi) 

(warning there will be suicide and self harm,this is honestly a vent thing more then anything else but never mind that)

(i also suggest listening to that while you read, ok author chan will shut up now lol)

(shuichis's POV)

i stare at my wall, not feeling anything but depression and despair. kaede is dead,the only person i trusted. shes been dead for awhile but i still feel so upset by it, kokichi has been a help and having feelings for him has helped healed me in a way. but he wouldnt like a piece of trash like me. i get up and grab the knife that was on my nightstand, i roll up my sleeve

kokichi doesnt love me

cut.

kaede is dead

cut.

im worthless

cut.

everyone hates me

cut.

every cut deeper then the last the pink blood drips from my arm, i sit on my bed and just roll down my sleeve, no point in trying to bandage it. i start crying uncontrollably,like a big baby.i fall to the floor and cry, every bad thing that ever happened to me coming across my mind. i sit up, i cant take the pain. i walk to the ware house and look for poison, it would be the easiest way to die, right? i finally find a bottle and take it back to my room. i sit on my bed but before i drink it i pause, and go to my desk and write kaede and kokichi a letter. i know kaede is dead but i want to slip it under her door, just incase she somehow can get it. i write kaedes

kaede,

you were the bestest friend ive ever had,i dont care i only know u for a short time. you were amazing and i wish you were here. theres so much we needed to do together and now i feel like i have no one. but dont worry, im joining you in death soon :)

- shuichi

i fold the paper and set it aside, then i write kokichis

kokichi,

i love you. i love you so much it hurts, you're so perfect in so many ways. the paper is small so ill keep this short. i want you to find someone who makes you happy, who cares for you, who makes your life worth it. please,as my dying wish

- shuichi

i fold that paper too and put down the pen, i go over to the bottle of poison and drink the whole thing,the nasty liquid going down my throat. according to the label i have ten minutes, i quickly grab the letters and slip them under there respective doors. i know kokichi is asleep so he wont see it till morning. i go back to my room and open a book and start to read. ill die doing what i love,reading. as i feel death coming i say as my final breathe

"see you soon,kaede"

(kokichis POV)

i wake up to go to piss, when i go to my door i feel a letter under my foot and pick it up. i read it and i drop to the floor

"SHUICHI!"

i cry and run to his room and i burst open the door, but im too late. i see him dead on his bed, a book in his hand. i run over and hold his hand,i start crying

"i loved you too, you idiot"

i get a idea, i grab all the pens off his desk and stab myself in the eyes, it hurts like hell but i dont want to see without shuichi. i fall to the floor, still holding his dead hand and fall asleep,eventually dying.

*the next morning,they are both found dead. at the trial they all pick wrong and pick maki as the killer, as in result they all die. despair ruling over their last moments*

(this prob sucks but whatever)

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