sunshine - a short depressed Bakugō fanfic

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Beep! Beep! Beep!

Is what Katsuki Bakugō hears first thing when he wakes up in the morning. He sits up and shuts him alarm clock off, and he just sits there - letting his mind think of every possible way he could turn this oh-so-beautiful sunny day upside down - and he hated it. After a few minutes, his mother knocks on his door.

"Wake up you little shit!" Mitsuki Bakugō, his mother, shouts from across the door.

"I don't need your bullshit this early in the morning hag!" He yells back.

After that, Katsuki gets out of bed and dresses up to school. He was always known as this big violent kid at school. Every way he went, he would hear a new rumour about him. People in there just wants to kick him out of school apparently. Apparently there was one that got really big but died off when one of his classmates heard about it and debunked it all the way. The rumour goes ; one day, a random kid from U.A saw Bakugō after school kill a poor kitten, the kitten looked dirty and according to the rumour, Bakugō simply kicked it and blew it up with his quirk, leaving no sense of guilt behind. That was an example of the many rumours he gets. It's honestly kind of sad.

He walks to the direction of U.A. After a while, he arrives at his classroom.

Katsuki gets inside the classroom and the first person he encounters is Kirishima standing right in front of the explosive boy.

"What the fuck do you want Shitty Hair?" The sound was barely even audible, making it seem like he was trying to keep quiet. Weird. Kirishima thought but brushed it off as he was about to tease the blonde.

"Awww, why so mad Bakugō?" The red haired tries to cheer up the other. Kirishima puts his hand on Bakugō's shoulder but gets slapped almost immediately.

"Fuck off" by then, Kirishima left with a frown on his face - but soon got over it when he meets up with Ashido, Kaminari and Sero.

Stop acting like you care about me Kirishima. It annoys the heck out of me. Katsuki thought.

As time pass by, Bakugō didn't try to pick up a fight nor did he do anything to mess with people. He just, sat there - quiet. Students kept arriving and not long after, Aizawa arrives. Bakugō then successfully zones out for all the classes without getting caught, lucky him. Lunch time came around and the blond boy didn't even notice, he was too busy in his own head.

"Bakugō? You okay?" A certain yellow haired guy walks up to Bakugō and waves his hand in front of the latter's face.

"What the fuck pikachu? I'm fine!" Bakugō tries to yell but yet, he fails.

"Hey, you didn't look good back there. You sure you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine! Just fuck off!"

"If you say so" Kaminari shrugs and walks away.

Why do I have to be so fucking mean?

Die

What the fuck? Who the fuck are you?

I'm you. Now take my advice, die.

Thanks but no thanks.

You wanna stop being mean correct?

Well, yeah...

I'll show you something when we get home

We?

Like I said before I'm you, not specifically but you get my point. In conclusion, it's 'we'

Fucking fine.

****

The whole day goes by in a flash. When Bakugō got home, he went straight to his room and locked himself in there.

What the fuck do you want...?

You know the drawer you keep that has all the sharp things?

Yeah?

Take the sharpest thing you can find.

Bakugō follows the voice. He didn't want to, but his body just followed every instruction that voice gave. The sharpest thing in that drawer was a big sharp scissor.

That's fine I guess - sit down.

Katsuki does so.

Roll your sleeves.

He does just that.

Put the scissor on your wrist. Now cut.

The red eyed boy winces at the first time he feels it but then the voice in his head tells him to do it a couple more times. He does that. And after a while of cutting he feels numb - like he's dead.

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740 words

This is gonna be real short but I'm okay with it, I hope you are too!! (legit I made this in one day 😳)

finished : 7th april 2020
edited     : 23rd july 2020