Not Just Friends... (Alec Benjamin x Reader) ꧁DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE꧂

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~Beautiful Pain~

Alec's POV

I am cleaning my plate after dinner when my phone rings. I look down to see that it is y/n. I dry my hands off and pick up the phone.

"Hey what's up y/n?" I start walking towards my room.

"Hey Alec I know this might sound weird, but I really need someone to talk to. I can't be alone."

I can hear her sniffle. I can hear the pain in her voice. My heart sinks immediately. I've never heard her like this, but it hurts.

"Y/n what's wrong?" I say quietly.

"Can- can I come over?" She whimpers.

"Uh- yea- yes, yes you can y/n." I can't believe she just said that. Why would she need me of all people?

"Thank you so much Alec. I'll be there in 15." I can hear her holding back tears. What the hell happened?

Y/n POV

It feels like ages before I get to Alec's house. I pull up in the driveway, and he was already waiting for me at the door. Was it THAT obvious that I was crying?

Well... he was gonna find out anyway.

I got out of the car and walked to him slowly. With each step tears welled up more and more in my eyes.

"Alec thank you so much you have no id-" he cuts my off by giving me a big hug, and right then and there I start bawling.

"Let's go inside" he said in a concerned voice.

He leads me through the kitchen and down the hall. We sit facing each other, my back against the wall and his back against his bed.

"Wanna talk about it y/n?" He said, breaking the silence.

"Logan and I broke up today. I had no one else to talk to, but I couldn't be alone at home lord knows what I would've done." I stifled my tears.

"Logan WHAT?" his eyes widened

"He started acting different a month and a half ago. I decided to go talk to him today and he pretty much said he doesn't love me anymore and I am holding him back." Tears start falling down my face again.

"Y/n that's awful. I can't believe he did that to you. I'm so sorry." Just like Sawyer, Alec was at a loss for words.

"Is there anything I can do? I- I've never been the best at pep talks." He gives a slight smile, and I mirror him.

"I don't know Alec. Can you sing a song?" I look up at him, his eyebrows showed he was concerned.

"Y/n I feel like all my songs will just make you cry more." A smile forms on his face, but quickly disappears.

I continue to stare at him, telling him that I still want him to sing.

"Ok, ok I'll sing. What song do you want to hear?"

"The Book of You and I." I reply without hesitation.

Alec stands up to grab his guitar and sits back down. Then he starts singing.

Well it all began in the back of her car
I was just six teen but I fell so hard
Well the years went by and she held my heart...

I stared at the floor as he played, and mumbled the words to myself.
Then he got to the chorus, and the words hit hard. I started sobbing infront of him. Alec stopped playing and gave me a hug. Just knowing he was there for me made it hurt a little less.

"Crying makes me tired. I think I'm gonna go to sleep Alec."

I stand up and start walking towards the door.

"Wait y/n! You can sleep in here tonight. I was planning on sleeping on the couch." His eyes widen as he turns towards me.

"Alec you don't have to I'm the one that barg-"

"Y/n I insist." His voice was soft, but stern at the same time.

"Ok fine. Thanks for everything Alec you're a really great friend." I give him a quick hug before sitting down on his bed.

"Well... night y/n." He slowly shuts the door behind him. I flop over and turn off the lamp.

Alec's POV

Thoughts race through my head. Why would Logan do that? Why is my crush sleeping in my bed? Am I only a good friend to her? Eh. I don't have to put much thought into that one. Why am I a little happy they aren't together anymore? NO Alec that was mean... don't think about that.

Either way y/n was sad. I couldn't take my mind off of her. I want to help, but I feel like there is nothing I can do.

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Authors Note

Sorry the ending of this chapter was kinda shitty. I couldn't think of a good way to end it. Leave suggestions :)