Unplanned Kiss [Minlix] ✓

Chapter 21

Felix stared at Minho intensely, trying to look for any answer solely from his facial expression. But the younger seemed to not find what he was looking for; the older looked tense while his eyes were full of what the younger interpreted as fear.

He really hoped Minho would caress his cheek gently and said he liked the younger back. But his little hope was just being crushed brutally by the older's speechless state. The sudden rush of dejection filled his mind. He felt like hundreds of knives just stabbed his poor heart.

"Get out."

The younger said before pushing the older. Felix then tried to put on his clothes with his trembling hands and Minho's heart ached at the sight.

He fucked up, big time.

"Felix, I’m sor---"

"I said, get out!" Felix said in a more stern deep voice.

Minho looked at the younger once again. He knew he already had missed his right moment to talk. So, he stood up and left.

The older then walked back to his room, passing the members who were still watching a movie in the living room. He tried to look as his usual self. But, as soon as he closed the door, he immediately sat on his bed, hiding himself behind the blinds that attached to the top bunk. He curled up his body and bit his lower lip tightly, trying to suppress his desperate crying sound.

>~<

Changbin and Jisung had back to the living room and joined the others after their small talk in the kitchen.

There was a sudden uneasy feeling engulfed Changbin when he saw Minho stepped out of his and and Felix's room so he immediately stood up and went to their shared room.

The freckled boy was about to hide himself under the blanket when Changbin entered their room. He saw the younger’s red and puffy eyes and was about to leave the room to beat Minho up but Felix called him. It was like a whisper but luckily the older heard him.

"Can you sing me to sleep, hyung?"

Others might interpret it as a simple request of seeking some affection; but not to both of them. Felix would usually say it when he felt overly upset about something and Changbin could not just refuse the younger’s request so he walked toward Felix and slid himself under the blanket too. The freckled boy then immediately snuggled closer toward the older.

At first, Felix was crying silently before turning into a choking sobs. His hand clutched at the older’s shirt and Changbin could feel his shirt started to get soaked.

The rapper blinked his eyes several times. It was not the right time for him to cry; he needed to be strong for the younger, no matter how hurt it was.

"What happened?"

The question was not answered immediately since Felix could not stop crying. But, the older patiently waited.

"I’m sorry, hyung. I should have listened."

"What did he do?"

"He said… he wanted to have sex with me."

"He what?!" Changbin stood up abruptly but Felix held him. "Please stay and don’t fight, please please please."

The older could hear how desperate the younger sounded. He let out a heavy sigh. "Are you being serious right now?"

"I don’t want both of you to get hurt. So, please, hear me out and just stay here, please."

The younger was still clutching at the older’s shirt, looking at the rapper with his pleading and teary eyes. How came Changbin could leave the freckled boy in such miserable state? So he finally gave in and returned to embrace the younger.

Truth be told, the older did not know what exactly happened between Minho and Jisung back then. He only knew the fact that the squirrel like boy liked the older, while the latter did not feel the same way. Then, after the dancer found out about the rapper's true feeling, their relationship became messed up. So, he could not help but jump into conclusion; assuming that Minho only used Jisung for his body and left him once the younger said he liked him.

There were so many unanswered questions inside his mind. But, Changbin thought it was not a wise idea to push the dancer to tell him. He then tightened his hug and hummed some melodies just like what the younger wanted him to do while playing with his hair, trying to soothe him and lull him to sleep.

No conversation was exchanged between them after that and Felix was beyond relieved because the older did not push him to talk.

"Why didn’t I fall in love with you instead, hyung?"

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