Unplanned Kiss [Minlix] ✓

Chapter 23

Changbin had talked about the situation to Chan. The leader was so angry and disappointed but he could not bring himself to do so when he looked at the younger’s state; Felix was lying on his own bed, his eyes were puffy and looked so drained.

"I'm so sorry, hyung." The dancer said as he got up, wiping the tears that were already streaming down his face.

Chan sighed and hugged Felix. The freckled boy instantly hugged him back, nuzzling his nose to the crook of the leader's neck. They remained in the same position for a while until the older felt the younger's body became heavier, signalling he has fallen asleep in the older's embrace. The leader then decided to let Felix to have two more days off. 

>~<

"Okay, that's it. You guys can have your lunch now."

"Finally!" Jisung said while dramatically collapsed on the ground followed by Hyunjin who lay his bigger body on Jisung.

"Body sandwiches!!!" Jeongin shouted as he approached the couple and fell intentionally on them, making Jisung shriek and ask them to get off of him. Unluckily, it only invited Seungmin to join them instead.

On the other hand, Chan looked at Minho's direction through mirror and approached him. "We need to talk." Chan said sternly to the dancer. Minho nodded at that and followed the leader to another unoccupied practice room.

The feline like boy expected some slaps or at least some yells from the older as he arrived there. But, the leader just walked to the corner of the room, taking a seat there and hanging his head low.

"I need to hear from both sides. So, tell me, what have you done?"

Chan did not raise his voice or use a harsh tone as he said that. But, it still made Minho’s body shiver. The dancer then sat next to the older but did not respond immediately. He felt confused as to where he should start the story.

After not getting any response, Chan tapped his fingers on the back of his hand vigorously. He was getting impatient since Minho did not answer his question for a solid three minutes. He was about to snap when Minho finally opened his mouth.

"I always wondered how it felt to like someone, to feel desire toward someone…"

"So, it's all new to me…"

"It’s different, totally different. I didn’t feel this way when I was with Jisung..."

"It may sound too intimate, but, I was able to be myself when I was with him…"

"He liked it… harsher and being controlled. Someone that is absolutely compatible with me the most…"

"But I didn’t feel a thing except lust…"

Minho and Jisung might share some basic information about what happened back then, but certainly not something personal like this.

The dancer then looked at Chan, feeling afraid of being judged. But, what he saw was totally different from what he had imagined; the leader looked calm and gave him his full attention. So, he continued his story.

"You know, I even shocked myself at how soft I was when I thought about Felix…"

"It’s never something too intimate, something which is more domestic…"

Minho blinked his eyes, trying to hold his tears that built up all of sudden.

"But I let myself... to lose control…"

"Or more like it’s just me making some lame excuses…"

He could not control it anymore at this point, so he let the tears to roll down his face.

"But, maybe you could imagine how fucked up I was…"

"When I just stood there, not being able to say I've fallen in love with him already…"

He took deep breath before exhaling, trying to make himself calm down.

"I should have said it first before letting my body took control…"

"Or never even approached him since the beginning…"

He laughed bitterly. "But, it's too late. He hates me now."

To say Chan was taken aback was an understatement. He never saw this side of Minho since the younger always tried to look composed and strong.

"Felix may want to hear that, so you need to man up, explain it, and apologize."

"I’m pretty sure he doesn't want to see me now, hyung."

"Now."

Minho knew the leader did not take a 'no' as an answer. So, he sighed in defeat and stepped out of the room, heading back to the dorm.