Perrie came in with a rush. "What's wrong?" she saw the blood and her face turned red. "Zayn go. I need to talk to Clover." he left reluctantly. Perrie then sat on my bed and began telling me the wonders of having my period. She brought me pads and got me showered up and brought me a heating pad. she then helped me to bed. "thanks perrie." I said planting a kiss on her cheek and hugging her, my cramps still hurting. "You're welcome Clover," she said with a smile. I walked up to zayn and hugged him. "I'm sorry. it was girl problems." He looked puzzled. "wha,tt do you mean?" he asked. "I got my period.." I said, flushing with embarassment. He pretended to be annoyed. "Oh, great so now you'll be like this every month?" He hugged me when i began to tear up. "I was just joking love. I love you. I'll love you even when you are all grumpy and chocolate-crazy. I'll love you no matter what." I hugged him tightly. Precisely at 3:37 AM, i decided that the plan was off. And It was a great feeling knowing that i could be myself around Zayn and the other boys.