Don't Princess, Don't- Aaron Ramsey/ Arsenal fanfic

1- Suicidal

Daddy's little girl is suicidal. Just like her mother was. You would of thought her thoughts would of been over in her teenage years, roughly around 14, but yet still at 19 Morgan still wishes to be dead.

Since she was a teenager Morgan had rough times at school. She was always very popular, she had a loving family, lots of great friends, a kind and hot boyfriend plus she was spoilt at home, the latest technology, a dog of her own and a couple of horses, she couldn't wish for anything else.

But after her 15th birthday it all changed. Her parents argued, they were fine before this, happy and all loved up. Morgan always wanted a relationship like her parents, their's was perfect. Well until the night her mum met up with a younger man, had an affair and ruined her life. Her dad, Lee, found out and the night of her birthday eve all hell broke loose. He asked for a divorce even though he still loved her but couldn't forgive her.

So within a few months her parents were officially separated for the first time in 20 years. And to make her mothers year worse, she got fired because she was so distracted because of the whole divorce thing. So her mother, Hollie was officially depressed. Her life had gone down hill, she didn't want to live, she always thought it would be easier if the world didn't have to deal with her problems and nor would her daughter and her son, Ethan.

After a while, after several attempts of self harming different ways of trying to kill her self Hollie gave up hope of dying, of ending her suffering. Maybe someone did want her to live. And that person was her daughter whom loved her still.

Her mother was always her idol, she continued to look up to her even after everything that happened. She didn't want her mother to go, not yet.

Morgan always remembered those times when her and her mother would spend days out shopping or at the beach near the holiday home. Those times, were the best times of her live.

But one day Hollie forgot about all the memories of her children and wrote a note saying,

Dear Lee, Morgan and Ethan,

Lee, when I first met you 20 years ago I knew I'd love you for the rest of my life and now my life will soon be over, I want it to end, I know none of you will ever forgive me and it was the most stupid mistake anyone could of ever made. But I taking my life for all of you, so you can be finally happy again. I love you my darlings and I look forward to watching my Morgana and Ethan grow and make sure they don't do the same mistake as I did. But one more thing Lee please do me a favour and find another woman to love and make her feel special and loved just like you did with me. I love you all, forever and always. My love, goodbye Mum. Xxx

Out of all the memories of her mother Morgan remembered the one where she saw the note in front of her mothers hanging body was the one she remembered the most.

Reading the note her mother left caused feelings Morgan thought she would never feel. She wanted to join her mother. She was ready for the woman who taught her everything she knew and still has so much to teach her to go, she longed for her mother so badly it almost killed her.

It affected Morgan for years, she was never the same. She was more distant at school and didn't do the best at school, at this point for a bright girl, she lacked confidence, especially after the death of her mother.

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Years past after the death of her mother and her father had already remarried, to a nice woman named Debbie, she brought out the best in Morgan's father after the death of her mother and Morgan knew that her father was finally happy but he never fully recovered after his ex-wife's death.

Debbie had a daughter, Carrie. Whom was the same age as Morgan. Carrie was told by her mother she had to try to be friends and as the spoilt brat Carrie was obviously she tried but Morgan was having none. Even in the 6 years the two girls have been step-sisters they have also been rivals.