Being Mahogany LOXs little sister

fighting to live

Jades p.o.v

It had been a week now since the palne crash...

Still nothing .

The doctors say they have been doing all they can.

I haven't left the hospital neither has Cameron he has stayed with me he has only left a couple times me well ...

I have stayed.

I wasn't leveing her .

I haven't ate anything apart from hospital soup and I never finished it.

I mean how could I eat when my sister was being fed by a  tube.

I hardaly ever sleept.

Mabye about 30 minutes a  day.

The doctors never asked me to leave because they knew I wasn't going anywhere.

My mom, dad and brother had came and they have been so supporting and I love then for that my mom is heart broken.

My brother is in shock.

And my dad well that's his baby girl laying in that hospital bed he hasn't spoke to any body only my mom if she asked a question.

It was Saturday and my mom and dad just left .

I still stayed .

My mom had brought me a bag of clean cloths tooth brush and all my esenchals.

I was on my phone checking twitter for the first time in  a week and I had lots of tweets on my timeline saying.

I hope mahogany is going to  be okay love to all your family.

Hope shes okay xx.

I pray for your family jade I hope she's okay.
Etc..

I tweet out..

hello everyone its been a week since the pane crash and since mahogany has been in a coma the doctors and nurses are doing all the can thank you so much for your support and prays I love you all so much and mahogany loves you all xxx #prayforlox

I finished tweeting and set my phone aside  i grabbed my bag and looked in it. I found mahoganys iPod and earphones.

I looked at mahogany picefully laying there I plugged the earphones in and put one in her ear.

I put  one of her  favorite songs  on. She never had a favorite because she loved a lot of songs so I played amnesia by 5 seconds of summer.

Mahoganys p.o.v

I was wondering through the halls of the hospital then I hear something it was music coming from the speakers of the hospital.

I followed the music and I made out it was amnseia by 5 seconds of summer.

I walk closer and closer untill I realize I was walking the direction of my hospital room.

I look through the glass windows to see my sister.

I walk in she has one earphone In my ear and one in hers.

I smile I miss her so much and being able to hold her. talk to her listen to her I miss my family mom,dad and sky and I miss my friends.

Will I never get to see then again.

will I never get to hug them and tell them how greatful I am to have them all in my life.

Will I never get to tell all my fans I love them one last time.

Will I never get to DJ at another party.

Will I never get to attend my sisters wedding and be her maid of honer.

Will I never find my true love and my own  children .

And will I never get to grow old with my husband sitting in front of the fire in are cosy home sarounded by my grandchildren.

Suddanltly I get wiped of my feet I fall into darkness.

I can feel my hand the music still playing in my ear with all the strength I could find I started tapping my fingers along with the music.

I hear my siater yelling my name.

"Mahogany? MAHOGANY !!!!" She yells I could feel her  happyness.

I try my best to open my eyes .

Attempt one didn't work they where still shut.

Attempt 2 still closed.

Come on mahogany show her your awake.

One last time.

And I flutterd my eyes open.

To see my sister and doctors fussing around me.

"Jade" I say in a raspy voice.

"Mahogany" she Cry's and warps her arms around me

"Y..your awake" she says with happy tears

" i would never leave you" I replyed

"I was fighting with all I had in me to come back" I say

"I am glad you did " she says

Jades p.o.v

I had one ear phone in mahogany's ear and one in mine then I saw her fingers tapping to the music.

"Mahogany" I yell

Doctors came bursting through the doors at the sound of my yelling.

"She's awake" I scream.

"Jade" she says

"Mahogany  your awake" I cry and wrap my arms around her.

She tells me that she would never leave me.

"I love you mahogany"

" forever"