Being Mahogany LOXs little sister

Self harm

Cameron's p.o.v
"Jade,jade" I yell and sake her gently
"What did you fucking do!!" I yelled and tears stream down my cheeks
" I am calling an ambulance" mahogany says shaking and crying pulling out her phone
" no you won't let the bitch die "Michelle says jumping on mahogany
" hey get off her " I yell and grab Michelle off her throwing her to the ground
" ouch " she says when she falls

" why did you stab her " I scream
" because she is stealing my man !!!! and mahogany killed my cousin!!!!" She yells still on the ground
Mahogany called for an ambulance luckily the hospital was not that far from their house.
I run back over to Jade and pick her up her body was life less she was losing to much blood.
Moments later the ambulance arrive with the police they set her on a stretcher and wheel her into the van .

The police arrested Michelle.
"Oh and I am not you man!!! I never will be!!" I yell at her as she gets shoved into a police car
Mahogany got into the back of the ambulance with jade I got into my car and drove to the hospital.
Please be okay them words kept running through my head on the way there.
I arrived and ran in.

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Mahogany's p.o.v
We arrived at the hospital and they quickly got her out and into a room for an operation I assume.
I felt fisicly sick and through up into a bin.
Cameron arrived moments later.

" where is she" he asks sitting down beside me
I gulp and replied with " room 10"

That room again it's curst!! I thought to myself

" it's all my fault" Cameron tells me
" no it's not " I say putting my hand on his solder to confert him

I was trying to hold back tears to be strong but I couldn't help it and burst out crying again.
Cameron pulled me into a hug and we cried together.

Hours later..........
A doctor comes out.
"Miss Gordy ?"

" yes yes that's me how is she " I ask shaking
" she's doing okay at the moment you can go and she her if you like she was stabbed pretty deep into her side so she won't be able to talk much at the moments she has little air " he explained

we both walk in and take a seat down on each side of her bed .
"Hey jade" I say trying not to cry

"Hey jade you probably don't want to see me right now but I am truly sorry it was Michelle she drugged me and I couldn't remember a thing" Cameron says

"It's ... Okay ..... I ....am sorry" jade try's to say and gags for air and puts the breathing mask on again.

" don't speak if you can't" I say grabbing her hand
" mahogany " she says
" yeah ? " I say a tear drops from my cheek

" I am sorry I love you" she says
" I love you to more than ever" I say more tears falling

Half an hour later ....

We where thrown out of the hospital told to go home and rest.
Haha my ass hole am resting my sister is dieing.
My mom and dad arrived home as did sky.
We where all sitting in the living room in silence.

I stood up and ran up stairs I can't take this.
Never in my life did I think it would come to this.
I went into my bathroom and grabbed my razor and dragged it across my wrist just one cut and watched the blood poor out I sat down on the bathroom floor and cried.

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mahoganys p.o.v
It had been 3 days now and for some reason they still kept jade in hospital.
I knew she was not getting any better they just weren't saying any thing so they wouldn't worry me.
I believe I have a right to know what's going on.

So for each day she was in hospital I cut there was 3 cuts on my wrists now for 3 days.

I herd my phone ring and picked it up.
"Hello" I say
" hello miss Gordy it's the hospital we are going to keep jade in about 3 more days to umm ... (She paused ) Run some tests and things " the woman said

" fine" I say and hang up
There's something wrong here.
I was furious I ran into the bathroom grabbed my razor and sliced my wrist 3 more times for 3 more days.
I burst out into tears again.

" mahogany darling what are you doing in there" I hear my mom say
" nothing "I say and quickly pull my sleeve down over the bloody cuts
I unlock the bathroom door and walk out of my bathroom past her and the head down stairs and grab a drink of water.

Valerie's p.o.v (mahoganys mum)
Mahogany unlocks the bathroom door and walks out past me and heads down stairs.
She looked like she has been crying again.
I walk into her bathroom and see small spots of red on the floor.

What's that? I ask myself I bend down and look closer I then follow the spots of red and it leads to the Side of the bathtub I look up to see mahoganys razor covered in blood with the blood dripping from it.
I am going to be sick!!!
I throw up into the toilet.
Never did I think she would self harm never.
I didn't think she could bring her self to actually do it .

But she did.