I'll still love you - Minho

4

Rivers soaked up my face and my vision was immensely blurred. The trembling in my knees accelerated and I was heavily breathing. Burning sensations overwhelmed me and I squirmed at the sudden pain.

I buried my face in my hands, soaking them up too. Normally I'm not a sensitive person but his words really hurt me, no it broke me.

How can he heal my cracks now?

I lifted my face from my hands, giving myself a little breather. And I stared blankly at the wall.

*MINHO'S POV*

Fuck why did I do that? She was only looking out for me and I pushed her away. I seated myself and relaxed my back onto the chair, and closed my eyes.

I needed to collect myself together before I could really face her again. If only I had the courage to tell her my true feelings.

My thoughts paused from the sound of the door opening, Felix walked in and just glared at me. Judging from his looks I could tell this was about me and y/n.

"What happened with you and y/n?"

I guessed correctly and I let out a small groan. Not because he mentioned her name, but because I would be ashamed if the members find out. 

"We had an argument" 

Felix sighed as he walked in and sat opposite me. 

"What was it about?"

"I was telling her to stop worrying about me so much"

"Isn't that what a girlfriend should do?" 

"Yeah and I pushed her away because of that so she didn't have to spend all of her thinking on my health" I felt this weird feeling in my throat, like I was choking on the tears I have been holding back.

"You'll just end up losing her if you keep doing that Minho, she'll think her affection means nothing to you"

Hearing the exact words for the second time made me think just how terrible of a person I was to her.

"..I did say that to her" I looked down at my feet out of sheer embarrassment.

"You what?!" he looked at me oddly, like I was a total stranger to him.