i loved you ,
maybe i still do,
despite everything i said ,
i still did ,
let my heart fall without any regrets,
i miss you,
and that is a truth,
and i'll always do ,
Because of this pain in my chest.
I hate you.
but you were right ,
i don't really ,
but you know i hate to admit that you're right.
I crave you,
but you are too far.
i hate this feeling
and the tears that prick at my eyes ,
love is a game ... that i'm tired of playing.
Sadly that is all we'll ever be ,
Midnight confessions,
fleeting glances and cheeky smiles,
but thats okay with me.
At least it seems to be.
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Things I'll never say
Fiksi Remajamy life put into a series of poems as i struggled to voice these things.