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"If only I could say it"

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"If only I could say it"







how the fuck do I find out if it's morning or night here?






And I do not want to live this life






nothing in the sky changes and it's annoying me, I'm still with Jimin since I have no where else to go, I have no plans of telling him about me and Taehyung. gosh, I don't want to be killed






I'm here at what seems to be a large garden, I crouch down while staring at the pond in front of me





I look at the sky next





the moon in specific




as how my life ends, I think Hades himself would be the witness if we were ever to be asymptotic lovers. Please tell Taehyung I miss him






I really miss him more than anything even if he doesn't know that





That ends my entry






"what may you be doing here?" looking back at the person from the view of my shoulder I sigh "does the moonlight not adore you anymore?" I say as I hug my self







my eyes dart unto the crystal like waters infront of me, he crouches next to me "are you missing someone?" staring into thin air I think of him again






more than miss him




"I do"






"who?"






"my lover" tears drop from my eyes as I use my palms to cover my eyes, I never knew life would be this messed up without him, I need him but I can't come to him








"if he was a passionate lover, he wouldn't have allowed you to end up like this and be comforted in another man's arms" his hands makes it's way to remove my fingertips confining my face to use his own and wipe my tears






"I-I don't know.." I say breaking more into tears as he pulls me closer and rests his forehead against mine, his hand fondling my cheek







"do you want me to let you forget him?" I shake my head "I don't want to, don't"






"but you're hurt"







"that's part of love.." I describe "if you can't smile in front of each other without feeling anything then it's not love" beaming over the thought of our memories I look at the man in front of him







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