Sitting in the cold night
Darkness and coldness surrounds me
Tears streaming down my face
Past thoughts cloud my head
Moving on... I can't
I feel isolated....
Though it's I who isolates me
No friends to cry on....
Nor a partner to turn to..
For he who has passed....
And I remind
Heart sore...mind cloud...body lifeless
Your lonely...
Your unloved...
Your friendless...
Your not good enough...
Your not doing enough...
Mind cloud with thoughts...
I feel lifeless...
Just another month to feed
A load slowing everyone down..
I feel safe in the cold weather now...
I feel safe in the dark, it understands me...
