my inner chaos

d~r~e~a~m~s

daydream me
                   let me see your fantasy.

       if I wake you up,

I'll meet you in your real dreams.

Do you dream, or do you doze?
Fully experiencing the timeless sleep,

or forcing yourself to believe in the good things; the prose.

Demons haunt you while you sleep,

Do they affect you in your daydream?

Humans haunt you during day,

Are you fated to nightmarish sleep?

I've missed you–
Luckily, I've seen you in my dreams.

I've seen you recently–
"Weren't they only dreams?"

Were they?

They might have been.

My dreams and realities are blurred together now.
Are you real?—

Have you e v e r b e e n ?

I'm wondering...

Can you poke my hand with something sharp?

Can you reassure me that you're a real as that little tv shark?

(TW)
I glance down at my red hand, blood dripping down my skin

Your favorite color is red,

Is this the shade you like?

I'm lying on my bed,

how come when I'm dead inside,
the blood doesn't make me feel more alive?