i didnt think much of felix's note. it was the next day, a saturday. i had no classes and no work, so i believed the best idea was to hit the shoppes and buy some new clothes.
when i went to leave my home, a familiar man was standing on my front porch.
"felix, again?"
a cheesy smile spread all over his face. in his hand he held a small brown paper bag. i cocked my eyebrow at him, attempting to move past.
"no no, you are staying here."
his boldness took me by surprise, but i quickly recovered.
"no, i'm not."
in one swift movement he picked me up by my legs and ran back inside.
"let go felix!!" i struggled, slapping his back.
a laugh escaped his lips.
those picture perfect lips.
no.
not now.
he put me down, still continuing to laugh.
"not funny, shithead."
felix pulled out a box of hairdye from the bag, a vibrant red.
perplexed, i asked him "what is that for?"
he smiled brightly, "it's just like when we met. i know you liked it so i thought you could dye my hair for me again!"
no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't resist this boy.
a grin spread across my face, "okay felix."
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after laughs and conversations, it was done.
i will admit, it was his best color yet.
while he admired himself in the mirror, thunder struck outside.
my windows rattled a tad and something went off in my brain.
it told me to panic.
a tear spilled out of my eyes, i quickly brushed it away but another followed.
my heart began to thump out of my chest. my hands began to shake.
felix took a look at me in the mirror, only to see i was gone.
i laid on my couch, wrapping myself in my blanket.
rain rain go away.
"jae where-"
his expression softened as he watched me. the uncontrollable tears silently spill down my face.
before i knew it, i was out of my blanket and in the arms of the man in front of me.
i don't know what was happening, all i wanted was for him to hold me.
he stared at me in the eyes, wiping my tears away with his thumbs.
"aish~ jagiya breathe."
i sat there, silently sobbing in the lap of this familiar man who i had grown to appreciate.
he softly moved my face towards his.
what?
and he kissed me.
his beautiful soft lips were connecting with mine.
that delicate tongue i watched eat noodles or mock me with was now slipping into my mouth.
this euphoric state i was in was overwhelming.
he whispered against my lips, softly slipping his tongue into my mouth, "i'll always be here, these thunderstorms can't hurt you anymore."
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the end :,)
