Dealing with it

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Trents POV ///

I caressed Cassie's face.
I adore her. It's only been a couple weeks since we've known each other. I'm tripping.
I want to kiss her so badly , a first kiss can tell a lot. But if she's not ready , I can wait. If she wants to take it to the next level I sure as hell won't object, she seems like the type of girl to change her mind on you. Like a now or never type girl. But Like I said I've only known her for a few weeks , our first kiss will happen sooner or later.

Cassie lightly rubbed her thumb against my lips as her hand rested on my face.
She put the plate of food on the ground and layed on my chest.
We fell asleep and hurried back to the university early that morning.
Luckily no one was late to their classes.
And I still took her out to lunch.

When she was asleep I noticed a few small pecks of freckles on her nose. I think I'm going to marry this woman. I hope I do and I'm not in my feelings.

I held her hand today and she didn't punch me all day.

I led her into the café , she was holding my 2 fingers until we made it through the door. Then , she clung to my arm and put her hand on my chest to get my attention.

I looked at her " what? "

" Is that the same guy from that party I invited you to? " she kissed my cheek then pointed to the guy

I smiled down at her " yeah , that's Miles. "

" oh.. What're you getting? I've never been here so just get 2 orders of what your having " she looked at the menu

" okay , you can go get a table. I'll wait in line "

She took her arm off me and shoved me playfully

I smiled and she sat at a booth by a window.
I didn't know what I wanted so I read the menu over and over trying to make up my mind.
I looked over at Cassie , her legs were crossed and she was laughing. I moved my eyes across the table and Miles was smiling at her.
Fuck.
I got us both a caramel frappe and a blueberry glazed donut.
I slapped Miles' back kinda hard
" wassup bro "
" how's it going big homie " he said
" everything's good. We're about to eat , yall wanna talk later? " I suggested
" we definitely will. Take care " he left

I looked at Cassie.
" don't do that "
" what? " she said taking a bite of her donut

I wanted to slap it out of her hand so she would take me serious.

" I like you. Cassie. Don't play with my heart. " I said and slurped some of my frappe

She grabbed my hand , making me put my drink down and she looked me in the eyes

" I like you too Trenton. And I would NEVER play with your heart. " she assured me

"Good , cause I'd never play with yours." I said

" but we're not together so I can do what I want. Unless you cuff me? " she gasped dramatically

" Absolutely not. If your gonna do whatever you want then don't lead me on. I'm fine with being friends. " I said picking up my things and leaving her at the table

I'm not gonna be played. And If I can save myself a broken heart I will.

" Trent! " she called out
I turned around and looked past her at this tree
" listen , I'm not feeling well. I'm gonna go to sleep " I lied
" whatever kid " she rolled her eyes and turned the opposite direction

I took a deep breath and jogged up to her , I put my hands around both of her arms and I turned her facing me.

I seen a tear drop from one eye and my heart broke. Omg I didn't - I'm sorry Cassie!

I pressed her into my chest and wrapped my arms around her head.
I whispered into her ear , " I'm sorry Cassie "

She pushed me off of her , wiped her eyes and told me " It's cool. Just don't do that again , understand? "

" ye-yeah I understand " I said

I was confused as fuck but if she felt better then I was okay with being confused.. For now

" I hope you feel better" she mumbled and walked off

I hope she doesn't think I really don't feel well.. Now I feel worse then I already do

Sasha POV//

Where was my roommate last night?
I was gonna explain how that craziness happened. Not that I have to but I'm sure she wants to know.

She was really cool about it and didn't freak out.

I think we would make great friends.
So , I'm gonna invite her to one of my cross-dressing thing
It's soo fun!

* message from Chloe 👀👹😫: hey , can I come over?
Me: no.
Chloe 👀👹😫: can YOU come over?
Me: no. *

I like my classes so far , there's lots of cute girls , the teachers are cool and the work is understandable.

I think college is for me.

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