chapter 13 : hidden secrets

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Blake's pov:

We are sitting inside the car. Bella is sitting in the passengers seat and me in the drivers.

The car is in a stop, I know Bella has many questions inside her head and she is figuring how to start.

before the fight when we were inside the room I loved it when she was concerned about me.

She showed it clearly on her face that she didn't wanted me to go and fight but I had to, I had no choice, because i paid 2000 bucks for the freaking match.

"how much did you win. " she breaks the silence.

"huh." I say stupidly and look at her and she smiles at me "oh that I won 5000 bucks."

Her eyes widens and she mouths 'wow' and I smirk at her God she looks so beautiful with her flushed cheeks and those soft pink lips.

I am jealous with the lip gloss she is wearing I wish I was her lip-

Don't think about that Blake she doesn't like you so why would she kiss you. Why would she??  Why would you kiss her..

"Blake." I nod "why do you fight here, you know your father is the principal of the school" I clench my hand"so why?"

I take a deep breathe.

"it's nothing." I shake it off.

"if you want to say something I am always here." she says, she looks so cute when she's concerned about me.

"angel." I say softly "my life is complicated." she moves a little closer I do the same she hugs me and my eyes go widen.

I hug her back "it's okay." she says in assuring tone. She doesn't even knows what happened but still she is soothing me.

We pull back and she sits back in her seat

Should I say it??

"when I was young, like 10 years my little sister died because of an accident." I say

"I am so sorry."

"my mother couldn't Handel the pain she went into depression, She used to sit inside a dark room and drink alot. My father didn't care he started to work a lot."

She places a hand on my shoulder "go ahead. "

"I felt left out I had no friends. When I was 13 when my mom first time after years came out and said to me 'I am sorry Blake I didn't take care of you when you needed me the most' after that she cried alot that night.

The next day morning when I went inside her room with her breakfast,  she was laying on her bed with her eyes closed I tried to wake he up but she didn't wake up.

I screamed my dad to come and check up on Mom because she is not waking up but unfortunately he was at the office working I was crying and crying I didn't know what to do.

I was alone in the house my dad came in the evening and I punched him, I punched him so hard on his on his nose because I was angry ,disappointed , frustrated and many emotions which I couldn't describe and my father started screaming at me

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